Carol Lague's Blog

Happy Easter

2010-04-04T22:21:00.003-05:00

At 10:24pm, 37,894 is the number of people who have indicated that they have received Christ from one of Global Media Outreach's websites TODAY. It's Easter and this is very important to me because Easter is all about new life, new eternal life, and Jesus.

It's 10:27 and 37,997...3 minutes have passed and 103 people have accepted Christ.

OR

It's taken me 3 minutes to type this.

Christ is Risen Indeed!!!

fire trucks, etc

2009-10-05T18:50:00.002-05:00

Oct. 5th

As all people have their heart touched by certain things...one of mine is all things with sirens, I pray, my throat consricts and tears well up...those brave rescuers, and the people who are having a 'nightmarish' moment. Jesus go before all of them.

4

2009-10-04T09:11:00.002-05:00

Sunday, Oct. 4th
setting the table this morning for lunch...found the napkin rings...both sets of 4...I always needed one more...I HATE that its enough

the letter 'P'

2009-10-02T20:19:00.001-05:00

Friday, Oct. 2
ministry in Prague to Punctured tire

wished very much for rain

2009-10-01T21:59:00.002-05:00

October 1st, 2009
Please oh please let the rain come so I don't have to drive very very far on a dreary windy day to a soccer game. It didn't rain. I changed my attitude instead.

Less is more

2009-09-30T17:00:00.003-05:00

September 30, 2009
Remember the big long blogs...no more...because they overwhelm me.

Now I will still post regular updates, so keep visiting, but they'll just be short.

Carol and Campus Crusade for Christ

2009-09-18T10:36:00.006-05:00

Yes.....Is the answer to everyone's question..."Does Carol still work for Campus Crusade for Christ?" Also, I am currently in the process of updated the web site and this blog. Thanks for all your prayers.

2009-08-15T22:51:00.002-05:00

"He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us, as you help us by your prayers." 2Corinthians 1: 10-11

With just over a month since Dan has passed away, we are so thankful that Carol and the boys have been delivered from many struggles, even as they forge their way through new challenges and hardships. While she is very sad, especially with this one-month mark behind her, Carol clearly feels the truth of this verse, and can see in amazing ways how God has sustained her family through the worst of times. And he is still at work to meet their needs--spiritully, emotionally, physically.

The boys start school this week, and life continues ahead in their household, even as they adjust to a new "normal". Pray that their first week back to school goes well--and for all of the needs and struggles of their young hearts (that perhaps we can't even grasp at!).

Your prayers and encouragement are felt. Constantly. Please continue to pour love upon this family!

August 12, 2009

2009-08-12T14:51:00.002-05:00

This past weekend, Carol was watching T.V. and happened to switch to the Golf Channel during a commercial. Which happened to be showing a tournament, played on a golf course which Dan and Carol had been to.

One summer, when Carol was home from college, Dan came to visit her in St. Louis, on his way to Hungary. And during that visit, they took a walk on this golf course and talked for hours. They weren't dating, but had grown pretty close, and they had a great evening just talking. And being friends.

Some weeks passed, and Carol went off to work at a summer camp...and she received a letter in the mail from Dan. A deep and meaningful letter that really revealed Dan's heart for Carol and his feelings for her. A letter that caught her by surprise--that he was so captured by her, that night on the golf course.

And when they saw each other again--they began dating.

So seeing that golf course on T.V., after just a random flip of the remote--Carol was thankful for remembering those moments by incredibly sad that Dan isn't here anymore. While life is resuming a new normal, and she's had a bit of a break and some good time with the boys...every now and then she gets a random reminder of Dan and the many details that made up their life together. And they are beautiful, but hard to remember.

Carol can only guess that the same things are happening to the boys.

Pray for them in those moments, that they would have strength and not be pulled down by sorrow. Pray that, while remembering some of these things are hard and very raw, that over time, their wounds will heal and memories will brings smiles of who Dan was.

School is about to start, and Carol is getting ready to take on a lot of the details that come with sorting out this new life. Pray it goes smoothly, and please continue to lift her up! She can feel your prayers, and thanks you all so much for all that you are doing!

July 30, 2009

2009-07-30T19:29:00.002-05:00

Yesterday, Carol was talking to a friend and rehashing the last days and moments of Dan's life. And as she was telling it and thinking about it, she remembered that around the 4th of July, things were pretty difficult, and she was caring for him the best that she could.

And looking back on it, knowing that the 10 days that followed would be his last, she wondered if she would have done anything differently.

Should she have drilled him with questions? Gotten his opinion on all kinds of decisions that will be made years down the road?

At the end of it all, looking back, she can honestly say that she wouldn't have done anything differently. She would have loved him and taken care of him and done everything in her power to make sure he had what he needed. Which was exactly how it was.

And that is such a great comfort to Carol, that she knows without a doubt that she would not change anything about those days. Even as she struggles to figure all of this out, she knows those days were well spent, and there are no regrets.

As she continues to figure out all details of life without Dan, please continue to lift her up in prayer! She so appreciates all you do on her behalf!

July 28, 2009

2009-07-28T17:43:00.003-05:00

As was mentioned in an earlier post, Dan was scheduled to preach a sermon this past Sunday (July 26) at Covenant Chapel in Leawood, Kansas.

In his absence, Dave Robinson gave the sermon based on Luke 7:11-16. As Carol says, being in church this week was INCOMPARABLE...and amazing to hear actual words Dan has used when he's preached this sermon before. With new insights that Dave added, she felt it was a great collaboration of friends, spoken by someone that Dan had great respect for as a pastor and mentor.

There was obviously a plan in this. Back when Dan was schedule to preach, months ahead of time, there was no way of knowing how he would feel or if he would be able to give the sermon. He made uncertain plans, like many of us do.

But the Lord knew what July 26th would look like, and that Dan wouldn't be able to preach. Yet his plans were exact.

No way to know why this was the case...but Carol finds comfort in knowing that our uncertain plans are carried out in very specific ways by our God. We may make plans with all kinds of question marks, but He sets our steps, undoubtedly.

Thanks for your continued prayers and words of encouragement to Carol and the boys!

July 24, 2009

2009-07-24T23:00:00.002-05:00

Tonight Carol mentioned a practical joke one of the boys played on another. It involved putting honey on a sleeping boy's face. Sleeping boy then awoke to a strange sensation and touched his hand to his face. And then touched his hand to his other hand. And then touched his gooey, honey hands to the bed sheets.

Mess.

That's kind of the story with grief. You exist just fine for a bit, and then you get a glimpse of Dan, see a picture, remember a story and you seem to get the sadness everywhere. And it sticks and clings to everything it's in contact with. Until you are a mess.

I imagine that's a little bit how Carol feels at the moment, try as she may to put on a brave, fun face (we all know Carol). But this is hard, and there are reminders of her loss everywhere. It is EVERYTHING that she is dealing with now...and perhaps we are all just getting little glimpses into her grief, as she shares it. Pray that it doesn't consume her. And that she can have the courage to exalt Christ, everyday. That she would see her purpose and trust her Creator...that she was meant to do more than just survive this heartbreak.

She has mentioned that she has had some real moments of clarity and fun with the boys in the past few days. What an answer to prayer that she isn't drowning in despair, but actually seeing glimpses of hope and peace. She is learning how to live without the adrenaline rush of sickness and emergency...but this adjustment is going to be slow and on-going, so continue to pray that she would see a purpose and have priorities in her day. That she would learn how to live in peace...because that HAS NOT been her world. And as much as most of us consider it normal to go about our day with regular routine--she is not there, and hasn't been for some time.

Thanks for all you are doing, for your concern, your prayers, your words of encouragement!!! They are amazing to this family!

July 22, 2009

2009-07-22T21:49:00.002-05:00

There have been many touching cards and letters received by Carol, some of them recounting great memories of Dan and offering beautiful words of support and prayer. In particular, Carol received some old pictures of Dan at a time when he was serving in the missions field--pictures that show so much joy and vibrancy at a time in Dan's life when he was serving the Lord and surrounded by great friends. What a great reminder of who Dan was apart from his struggle with cancer! Thanks to all the friends who have written such great words of encouragement and support--they are so appreciated!

One of Carol's hopes for the boys is that they would know the fun that Dan had with them, even if the last years of his life were characterized by considerable struggle and loss of much of his physical activity. While he was able, he LOVED being with them, being a boy right alongside them. Carol is going to work hard to remember and keep vivid those memories.

This Sunday, at Covenant Chapel (Leewood, Kansas), Dan was scheduled to preach a sermon--which will now be done by Dave Robinson in Dan's absence. He will preach on the topic Dan had planned for, and if you are in the area, please come and know that the topic was close to Dan's heart and part of his personal ministry.

Thanks for all you are doing to lift this family up...your prayers are felt and deeply appreciated.

July 21, 2009

2009-07-21T22:43:00.002-05:00

Lots of difficult firsts.

Today one of the boys answered the phone, to a caller asking for Dan. Which was incredibly awkward and strange and surprising for everyone. Not that they didn't expect things like this to come up...but that it would happen so soon, when they've been so surrounded by family and friends who intimately know the pain of the past week.

But there is still a world out there that continues and has no idea, and everyday, Carol (and the boys) will have to deal with it. And these first few weeks and months will bring lots of surprises that catch them off guard...pray for those moments. That they wouldn't totally knock the wind out of this family as they heal.

July 20, 2009

2009-07-20T22:14:00.003-05:00

Focusing on the present is the challenge of the moment!

So many decisions to be made in the weeks to come, which will affect Carol and the boys for years to come, as they restructure almost all the logistics of their lives. Thinking so long-term and preparing for life without Dan is OVERWHELMING for Carol at the moment.

She is so thankful for the boys, who had a great day, and who keep her in the present--since so many of their needs are immediate! Pray for focus minute by minute, with the strength to handle this over the long run! Also pray that she would lean on the Lord when she is struggling, and that he will guide her decisions and bring comfort to her over the long days ahead.

**Carol and the boys would love to hear from you, so feel free to post a comment. And for those of you who have tried in the past but have had a problem, it has been fixed.

July 20, 2009

2009-07-20T10:09:00.000-05:00

It is Monday morning, and I think Carol would describe the start of her day as uncertain. The funeral and the burial are done, out of town guests have slowly trickled out and now begins the business of a new routine.

And at the moment, that's a little scary and a little overwhelming for Carol. So in this moment, she's asking that we would pray for help in ordering and prioritizing her day. She is used to running off of adrenaline and operating on an emergency basis--and without that, she is at a loss of where to even begin and how to operate in the absence of chaos. Pray that she would fall into a better routine, and that readjusting to this new normal would go smoothly and naturally. That she would clearly know what needs to get done, and what can wait. That being "busy" would not keep her from taking the time and the rest she needs for her heart to heal.

The weekend, for Carol, was amazing--she loved the funeral, the details, the singing, all those who spoke. She felt it was true to who Dan was, and true to the gospel. The boys, handled it beautifully and with true grace. Burying Dan was probably the weirdest part of all of it for her, but she is thankful to know that absence from the body means Dan is HOME with the Lord...and she is glad that he is there and healed.

Carol describes the weekend as beautiful and is so grateful for the family and friends who have surrounded her. That has been an incredible comfort. But today starts a new chapter, and new prayers and new schedules and new responsibilities. Pray for this change--it will take a lot of patience and flexibility and trust and faitfulness, for sure!

Also, I am including the information posted last week about ways to contribute financially to the Lague's--if you are interested in supporting them through their memorial fund or their ongoing ministry, here is the information you will need:

If you would like to contribute directly to Carol and the boys, for their immediate and everyday needs, please send checks to:

The Dan Lague Memorial Fund
c/o Bank of Blue Valley
11935 Riley
Overland Park, KS 66213

**Please be sure to make your donation/check to the Dan Lague Memorial Fund.

If you are interested in contributing a tax-deductible gift to Dan and Carol's ministry through Campus Crusade for Christ, you can mail a check to the following address:

Campus Crusade for Christ
100 Lakehart Drive
Orlando, FL 32832

***Important: Please note that with your donation you MUST specify that it go to Carol Lague's account, #0377503.

Carol and the boys would love to hear from you, so feel free to post a comment. And for those of you who have tried in the past but have had a problem, it has been fixed.

July 18 2009

2009-07-18T11:03:00.000-05:00

This has been wonderful with the blanket of family and friends here for Carol and the boys. However, this is the last day where everyone is here for the specific purpose of supporting them through this week. It is worrisome for Carol to know that after today there won't be the constant distraction of activity and people for the boys.

Today is the first time the boys will be at a grave site service to say goodbye to their Dad. Please pray for them! This will be around 2-2:30pm CST today.

Carol is doing well at getting through each minute at a time and staying away from what we all tend to do, which is to live in our uncertainty. She is leading all of us in keeping our face and arms lifted upward. Thank you for praying for this protection from worry and strength to keep "looking up".

This day will be different from any other for Carol and the boys. Carol thanks you all for the incredible love and support. It is wonderful how God has provided you all to get them through this.

July 16, 2009

2009-07-16T23:18:00.000-05:00

Thank you all so much for your prayers on behalf of Carol and the boys! It is still a crazy, chaotic, painful time...BUT, in the moment that Carol had to leave an update tonight, she sounded--

Calm.

And maybe it was just in that moment, and there are a million other times throughout the day that are challenging and difficult and overwhelming...but, we are so thankful that their are small moments of calm, too.

Friends and family are continuing to surround the Lagues...and today, Carol actually had a chance to get out with a small group of girls to get a manicure and a pedicure. God has, without a doubt, put people in place to help her through this...and she is so grateful for all of the help, all of the errand running, all of the plans and food, and airport pick-ups and phone calls. I am personally thankful that Carol has taken a little time for herself today--I don't think I could ever adequately put in to words how long this road has been for her, and how awesome it is that she was surrounded today by women she loves, doing a little pampering :)!

Scattered is the word she did use to describe herself at this point...mixed with a large dose of stress. Continue to pray for her strength and comfort--but also for her ability to be served and cared for. That she wouldn't feel the need to be a perfect hostess (as much as that is in her nature), that she would enjoy those around her without worrying about meeting their needs, that she would slow down and rest when she needs to, and also be free to grieve when her heart is heavy.

Plans for Dan's funeral service are falling into place, and Carol is looking forward to the special touches that have been worked into it. She's also had time to sit down with the boys and go through what this weekend will look like--so they are prepared (at least in logistics) for what's to come in the next couple of days. It goes without saying that you can pray for their young hearts, that they would grieve their father but also see the silver lining of heaven. Tall order, but the Lord is capable of working all things for his good...

One last thing: pray for sleep for Carol, who is having a bit of trouble putting her mind to rest. A good night of rest would be a blessing for her.

July 15, 2009

2009-07-15T10:05:00.001-05:00

For those of you who have been following Dan's story, Carol wanted to share the details of his last moments, as they happened yesterday morning. What the family witnessed was a definite and deliberate end of Dan's suffering--the closing of such a painful chapter and his ushering into the arms of God the Father.

Yesterday morning, Carol left word that Dan's fever had spiked above 106 degrees. In the time that followed (though she can't remember the exact sequence of it all), there were definite changes in Dan that are hard to communicate or put into exact terms. All signs of life, which they have been monitoring closely, were becoming harder to get a read on. His breathing started to change.

Family surrounded him, even on speaker phone. They sang to him and held him. They truly cherished his last moments.

He held his breath for a second. And then took another. And everyone assumed that he would stop breathing and that would be the end.

They sang "I Surrender All".

And somewhere in those moments, Dan opened his eyes and leaned his body forward, as if to get a good look at something. Not a small, momentary reflex...this was done purposefully and intentionally. As Carol puts it, his eyes had life in them, whereas over the past week, his pupils had been fixed and his gaze unresponsive.

He was beautiful.

He wasn't there and gone in an instant--it all happened over several seconds of time, in a room full of family that had nervously and anxiously awaited the moment when he would die. And while he remained with them for a few minutes longer, Carol knew in that moment that is was deliberately over.

And she saw him leave with excitement and life on his face. And she knew that in those last minutes, he wasn't suffering or afraid, or sad, or scared.

We prayed for a moment of recognition for this sweet family, and it was provided! To have that picture of Dan, with life in his eyes and his features--what an amazing gift in his final moments!

Details are being worked through, arrangements are being made, family and friends are traveling back to be with Carol and the boys this weekend. Pray that all goes smoothly and that the Lague's would feel peace and be given strength that is beyond them.

July 14, 2009

2009-07-14T20:53:00.000-05:00

For anyone interested in helping to contribute to the Lague's monetarily, here is the information you will need:

To contribute directly to Carol and the boys, a memorial fund has been established. Any money contributed in this way will go to the immediate and everyday needs of the Lague's--including tuition for the boy's school this coming year.

To contribute in this way, please send checks to:

The Dan Lague Memorial Fund
c/o Bank of Blue Valley
11935 Riley
Overland Park, KS 66213

**Please be sure to make your donation/check to the Dan Lague Memorial Fund.

If you are interested in contributing a tax-deductible gift to Dan and Carol's ministry through Campus Crusade for Christ, you can mail a check to the following address:

Campus Crusade for Christ
100 Lakehart Drive
Orlando, FL 32832

***Important: Please note that with your donation you MUST specify that it go to Carol Lague's account, #0377503.

Thanks to all who are continuing to come beside this family, for all of your prayers, and all of your continued prayers. Tonight, Carol and the boys are surrounded with the company of family and friends who are remembering Dan--his life and not his sickness!

July 14, 2009

2009-07-14T15:54:00.000-05:00

Here are the details that are set for Dan's visitation and funeral:

Visitation
Friday, July 17th
6-8 p.m.
Porter Funeral Home
8535 Monrovia
Lenexa, KS 66215
(913)438-6444

Funeral
Saturday, July 18th
1:00 p.m.
Colonial Presbyterian Church
9500 Wornall Road
Kansas City, Missouri 64114
(816)942-3272

For those who may not have Dan and Carol's address, it is:

6001 W. 153rd Street
Overland Park, KS 66223

The family is currently setting up a new bank account for those interested in sending a monetary contribution to Carol and the boys--as those details become available, we will post them here.

Dan's suffering has ceased--we know he has struggled long and hard with this disease and now he is resting in the arms of the Father. For Carol, Zachary, Blake, Mitchell and the entire Lague family, this is really a painful and sad time, and all the prayer requests of this week still stand firm! Please continue to lift them up as you remember them throughout the day.

July 14, 2009

2009-07-14T09:47:00.000-05:00

Dan is with our Lord Jesus Christ in Heaven.

July 14, 2009

2009-07-14T08:22:00.000-05:00

Dan is starting out the day with a fever over 106, and with his blood pressure in the 80's (which is very low and way out of the range of normal). Carol feels that this is going to be a big day of changes with Dan--and we'll keep you updated as we know more.

2009-07-13T23:24:00.000-05:00

Dan survived another day, and tonight he is being cared for by his oldest sister and Sister Catherine (of the Sisters of Mercy). He is in GREAT hands. Loving hands. Please know that in these hours, Dan is surrounded by everyone he loves, praying for him and loving him in ways, that perhaps, are filtered and inhibited in real life. Know that he is comforted and loved and adored, and that he is being surrounded by all those for whom he has made a difference...there is no shortage of that.

Know that in these days, every false alarm is a REAL alarm...today brought a substantial scare to Carol and the boys, and yet it was not Dan's time to say goodbye. As you can imagine this is a roller coaster that Carol is trying to manage--and yet, at this point, there is nothing that could tear her away from Dan's side. Please pray for strength and endurance, as this is only the middle of the journey for this family. Pray that God's timing would be definite, and that Carol would know when God is calling Dan home, as it is emotionally draining for her to guess at every change. Pray for rest--that she would be still tonight, and that the holy spirit would alert her to anything pressing, or awaken her if it's time. She needs more than just the energy to survive these hours and the weeks to come...she is still a mom, still a wife, and she cannot get though this on her strength alone.

As always, pray for the boys. It's more real now than ever. Pray that their hearts would be protected. Pray that they would be spiritually and emotionally ready to say goodbye to their Dad. Pray against the fearful attacks that are overwhelming.

More family arrives tomorrow, and the house continues to see a flurry of activity. Thanks so much for surrounding Carol and the boys, for sending them your love and prayers--know that it is what is holding them up.

July 12, 2009

2009-07-12T22:29:00.000-05:00

As Carol puts it, Dan is strong. And at the moment, the strongest of the weak, as he continues to hold on. He remains unresponsive and resting comfortably at home, and Carol reports that today his blood pressure has started to decrease, while his heart rate has begun to increase.

Today, she sounds much better--not that it is any less difficult, but as she puts it, she has prepared herself for an emotional marathon and not a sprint. She has intentionally cared for herself today (meaning, she took the time to eat) and is working on letting go of the nervousness and anxiety that is pressing down upon her. Please continue to pray for her strength and comfort--we cannot stop her heart from breaking BUT we can pray against the crushing fear and panic that is threatening to attack her, and which leaves her emotionally drained.

Carol also noted that today, while she was napping in the room with Dan, she heard his breathing change suddenly--and she was startled awake in surprise, that perhaps he was taking his last breath. They know he is dying, they are watching his body let go...and yet, she also realized that it will undoubtledly catch them off guard when it actually happens.

So, life continues in the house. The boys are still playing outside, being kids. It's strange for them to try to figure out where all of this fits in to their lives. How to handle it. How to grieve and yet still be kids. Or in Carol's case, how to grieve and still be mom. They can't sit still all day, because life doesn't stop on all levels. Pray that they find their balance in every minute.

Lots more loving on Dan today, continuing to surround themselves with him. Praise God for such intimate last moments! Please continue to hold them up and ask for strength and perserverance on their behalf...there is SO much more ahead for them, and we do ask that the Lord prepare them for the big picture, while also helping them survive the minute-by-minute struggles.

July 11, 2009

2009-07-11T23:25:00.000-05:00

A nurse caring for Dan today has told the family that she feels he will die this weekend.

The last few days have been strong evidence of this, but from the sound of things, Carol and the family know that the hours to come will be the end--and they are grieving and hurting in ways that are unimaginable. And while they have walked this path and seen Dan suffer, there is no doubt that they are unprepared for this.

Pray.

Pray for Carol, who feels like she is falling apart. She is beyond sad, and having trouble resting in the promise of heaven for Dan, when she would love nothing than for him to live. She needs peace that transcends the horrible pain of this week, and the years that have led up to it. She needs trust in the Lord and his plan for their family. She needs strength, and as you can imagine, she struggles with staying strong for the boys while mourning the husband she is losing before her eyes.

Pray for the boys, for their hearts, for their trust in the Lord--that Dan's illness and his struggle would not push them away from their faith, but grow it stronger. That is a LARGE prayer. This is a lot for them to watch, to understand and to process--and it won't be easy, certainly for some time. Pray for their peace, for strength, for wisdom that is FAR beyond their young years. Pray against bitterness and anger. Pray that they would be brutally honest with their Savior and carry their terribly sad burdens to the cross. Pray that when sadness and fear overtakes them, that they would be able to see Jesus and know there is hope and redemption. Pray against the lie that death is the end--and that the Lord would show them, through their hurt, that there is so much more.

Pray for Dan. That he wouldn't be suffering. That he would CLEARLY see Jesus, and not be afraid. That he would trust in God's plan for the family he will leave behind. That his life and his ministry will live on, even if he isn't here physically. That these hours would be peaceful, surrounded in the comfort of the Holy Spirit.

Family and friends continue to surround them, to remind them of who Dan was, what he meant, how he loved those around him. Carol and the boys were also able to have some time with Dan as a family--and it was all things you never want to do, and yet so intimate and full of love at the same time.

There isn't much new to report in terms of changes, except that Dan has some trouble with his breathing. These moments, for the family, are spent just being with him. Enjoying him, loving him, trying not to fall apart.

Please continue to pour your love upon this family!!!!

July 10, 2009

2009-07-10T21:17:00.000-05:00

Carol reports that the changes to Dan are constant and strange--to be watching him rest peacefully and see his body let go little by little. At this point, he is showing signs of less kidney function and is mostly unresponsive.

Today he received a shave and has been cleaned up for his steady stream of visitors, as he would like it, no doubt. He is resting comfortably, which generally means he is in a state like sleeping with very little response to those around him. In these moments, the family is surrounding him in prayer, laying with him, hugging him,taking every opportunity to be with him. It is terribly difficult, but also priceless as they shower him with incredible love.

Tonight, they are expecting the arrival of a friend who is traveling to see Dan in his last days. Their prayer is that this friend, as well as Carol and the boys, would have some time alone with Dan and that they would receive a moment of responsiveness from him. Carol has said this is not likely--but the Lord works in amazing ways, and we are praying that they would have this time to know Dan hears their words and feels their presence.

Amazingly, Carol has said that even now, Dan is still ministering--to those around him, to his family, to his friends, to his caregivers. Last night he was taken care of by a sweet nurse who got to meet Dan and hear his story from those surrounding him. This nurse really struck Carol in the care she gave Dan, in the way she addressed him and talked to him, and in the way she left, hoping to see him again. It's amazing to consider the stories, the people who have come into the Lague's lives, all the small pieces of the puzzle that have made such a difference--to think of how this family has been loved and cared for is amazing.

Pray for Carol and the boys. They are struggling. They could use peace, comfort, love...time with Dan...support for each other...kind words and the ability to really lean on each other (and not retreat from all that they are dealing with). If you think of it, pray for them in the minute and ask for strength. Ask the Lord for a prayer, because he certainly knows what they need, as they need it.

July 9, 2009

2009-07-09T16:07:00.000-05:00

For those of you out there keeping close tabs on the Lagues, here is Dan's condition as it appears today. Things are constantly changing, minute by minute, bringing Dan and the family into situations they have yet to encounter...and as you can imagine, they are filled with fear and sadness and a whole range of emotions that are overwhelming at the moment.

Carol reports that today Dan's color is waxy, and in the absense of no food or drink, his urine output (which is almost nothing) is dark and contains sediment. He is sleeping all the time, and is no longer speaking.

The house has been busy with visitors coming to see and pray with Dan and the family, for which they are grateful. It feels like the last leg of a very long journey and there is so much to be prayerful about.

Aside from Dan's condition, Carol's greatest concern is for her boys--that there would be time made for them in these busy and chaotic moments and that they would be given the courage to be with Dan and to spend time with him as they feel led.

Please lift this family up in prayer, now more than ever. They are tired and sad and don't know what the right emotion is to have at the moment. Peace, comfort, guidance, strength, wisdom, patience...prayers for all are definitely in order and appreciated.

In the days ahead, there will be so many needs to be met, and the Lord has a plan for what that will look like, we're sure. We are praying that the people and resources they need will be available, so that this time would not be any more stressful or difficult on their family.

Carol was very clear in saying that she knows Dan has been so grateful for the prayers, help and support he has received from the body of Christ. They are so thankful to all who have helped and stood beside them through this, and ask that you stick with them now more than ever.

More updates to come, as we have them.

July 9, 2009

2009-07-09T09:01:00.000-05:00

A quick morning update--Dan had a relatively peaceful night with some pain, but was in great and gentle hands with Sister Catherine. She was a great help and the family is very grateful to her!

There are no new and definite concerns, except that there seems to be a change in Dan's coloring and he still has no real desire to eat or drink anything. Prayers for this to change, and that his coloring wouldn't be an indication of something more serious would be appreciated.

Dan and Carol are so thankful to the family and friends who have come by the house to be with and pray for Dan. You are encouraging and comforting--thank you!!

July 8, 2009

2009-07-08T22:35:00.000-05:00

Dan remains about the same, but has not eaten anything today. With the continued nausea, his food intake has been minimal, but today was the first day that he has not eaten altogether. Prayers that he would take and tolerate food would be appreciated.

He also seems to have developed a wet cough...and at the moment, it isn't concerning to his caregivers, but that may change when he is reevaluated in the morning. Hopefully it isn't anything serious, or doesn't develop into a more complicated problem.

Sister Catherine (of the Sisters of Mercy) is taking care of Dan for the night--so if you are reading this, please pray that the next 8-10 hours would be uneventful, and that the entire family would accept and adjust to this change.

As always, thanks to all of you for your concern and for lifting the Lagues up in prayer!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

2009-07-07T21:42:00.000-05:00

Yesterday afternoon and evening were tough on Dan--his pain level is incredible and his nausea and vomiting continue. In addition, he has become unable to stand on his own and fell out of bed last night--which has led to the delivery of a hospital bed with rails, to prevent this in the future.

The symptoms in his eyes are indicating to his doctors and nurses that the cancer has changed in some way--whether it be a growth of the cancer in areas of his brain or swelling as a result, they believe this is what is causing the issues with his sight, and are unsure as to whether it can be corrected.

In addition, it has been arranged for the Sisters of Mercy to come to the house three nights a week to care for Dan so that Carol can rest and get some sleep. These women are trained nurses who love the Lord and pray on behalf of the patients they serve, so we know Dan will be in good hands and receiving great care.

Dan is currently resting comfortably, and we are so encouraged by family and friends who continue to find new ways to help us. Prayers for anything and everything--healing, strength, energy, eating, decrease in pain and symptoms, relief, perseverance...you name it, we'll take it!

2009-07-06T07:31:00.000-05:00

Monday, July 6th

Dear patient ones. Today I'll talk. Yesterday was a combination of Mr. Toad's Wild ride and Alice in Wonderland. Our son Blake had us in a tizzy as he had a reaction to something and was completely swollen up, a run to the hospital was made and we are seeing some improvement. Just seeing him sleeping comfortably last night was a major plus.

Dan has continued to have a fever and nausea and pain. The only good thing about it is that we have been able to stay ahead of it all so that none of his symtoms run out of control...medicine is something to be grateful for. He does have fever blisters on one eye, his nose and his mouth. He also has a bit of a sore throat today. My concern is for the weakness that this is causing. He's been in bed going on 5 days now and eating and drinking very little. We have been here before though and seen Dan rebound.

Many are praying us through, and many are helping wherever they can!!! Yeah team!

2009-07-03T20:36:00.000-05:00

Friday July 3rd..part 2

He had good upswing today. He has kept down a couple bites of eggs and a couple sips of soup and some crackers and bites of banana. Liquid intake is still very slow...Maybe 16 oz. all day. I'm hopeful for tonight but nervous because he will be taking some meds by mouth for the 1st time since yesterday afternoon. His nausea is creeping back and his pain is oh so tender. He didn't get up today.

I'll keep you posted.

2009-07-03T06:49:00.000-05:00

Friday, July 3rd

july 1st wasn't at all crazy...yesterday was. At 6pm Dan's big change began. He had a ton of pain in his chest,said it felt like indigestion. We tried our meds for that then the real pain hit...it was in his neck and head. He was reduced to weeping and writhing in very short order. 2hrs later, that seemed under control, 1hr of calm and then the nausea hit...huge, everywhere and adding more pain again, many medicines later and periodic vomitting through the night has me here typing now. Dan's sister is with him and I'm going to try to sleep. the boys are still asleep...pray for all that you can think of.

2009-07-01T09:35:00.000-05:00

Wednesday, July 1st

The day called yesterday was crazy! 1st, Dan has been feeling stronger but his stomach is very nauseous. 2nd, the nurse came by to do the extensive blood work...3 times, 3 diff. places...20 min. apart,wow. She was doing her best but Dan was a bit dehydrated and she couldn't get the last one....she did try though...that meant lots of pokes for Dan. ouch!

Today we still have the stomach to do battle with...pray please, like you all always do

2009-06-29T22:37:00.000-05:00

Monday, June 29th

Continuance of the fever tonight...Yuck! And the nausea a bit too! There were some good moments throughout this day...looking forward to getting some bloodwork done tom. to see where everything stands. It'll probably take a few days for the results.

2009-06-28T22:38:00.000-05:00

Sunday, June 28th

Nausea all morning

Then, he felt a bit like himself this evening and...

He wore a mask (not a costume, but for the reverse isolation thing that we must do right now) and he and I and the boys went out for ice cream.

An interesting day.

2009-06-27T20:25:00.000-05:00

Saturday, June 27th

Dan had some good 'ole energy today!!!

Yeah!

His fever crept up this evening.

Healing is always two steps forward, one step back.

Pray for continued protection from further germs as his white blood cells rebound!

2009-06-26T23:10:00.000-05:00

Friday, June 26th

Wow! It's a bit late but I'll try and express how much I love that myself and Dan do not have to do any of this alone. Just today, a friend called to check on us...a family member expressed how much they want to help us...someone brought me fresh blueberries...someone came over just to make sure I got a nap and to help Dan...someone ran to the grocery store for me...someone sat and watched a movie with Dan...someone offered to bring a meal by...someone asked what could they do besides pray...someone made me laugh...someone called and asked what my hair looked like today:) (Answer: mostly a sloppy thrown-up ponytail)

Whoever you are someone...thanks! If you are praying for us, you are one of our "someones"

2009-06-25T22:46:00.000-05:00

Thursday, June 25th

Tomorrow is Dan's final day of antibiotics!! "your only a daaaayyyy aaawwwwaaayyy"
Pray for a good night tonight please, he's struggling with nausea. If you don't get this update until the morning, pray anyway, God invented time so He's outside of it. I'm not trying to blow your mind...I just believe that He is so incredibly BIG!

2009-06-24T15:21:00.000-05:00

Wednesday, June 24th

At day 8 of our 10 days of antibiotics...Dan is feeling extremely depleted. Please pray for strength and rest. His appetite is random throughout the day and because we're at home I can usually get him what he wants which is such a blessing! He definitely needs food and water right now in order to heal well.

2009-06-23T06:05:00.000-05:00

Tuesday June 23rd

Dear servants of the MOST HIGH GOD,
I got some answers to our prayers yesterday! His blood test results showed that we have been on the correct antibiotic...now just four more days to go! yeah God!
I received some great comfort about Dan's continuity of care from our awesome nurse. They have been checking in with each other throughout the weekends! They all really care about Dan.

The nausea/crawling out of the skin piece is being controlled. It's just through a very strange way of doing it in our book. But relieving suffering is relieving suffering, right? The nurse has assured me that there isn't a downside to what we're doing at this time. (sorry if that was confusing)

Enjoy your day, continue to pray (that rhymes)

2009-06-22T08:01:00.000-05:00

Monday, June 22nd

I just realized sometime last night why I feel so helpless to help Dan. When his Dr. called on Wed, he said that we had a choice to make, treat him at home or at the hospital. Well, we chose home. And all in all I still feel that that was the correct choice. BUT, in the hospital, there is regular nursing and a button to push if you need extra nursing. I'm at home and I can call the on-call nursing but it does take more time and most times it's a different person during the on-call times. Please pray for great continuity of Dan's medical care during this new way of doing his care solely at home as we treat his gram negative blood infection.

And pray that I will be reminded to PRAY when I need help. God is my fortress and my shield, I will trust in Him.

We still need a solution for balancing of the nausea,crawling out of his skin and restless legs. Right now it's not quite right.

2009-06-21T18:14:00.000-05:00

Sunday, June 21st

PLEASE PRAY FOR BOTH THE NAUSEA AND THE RESTLESS LEGS TO CALM DOWN!

His legs are so crampy and miserable...he's basically bicycling in bed. We first blame one medicine and change it and now we are questionning another one. Pray that all this will iron out before night. Thanks!

2009-06-20T21:38:00.000-05:00

Saturday, June 20th

We chased and we chased...and we're still chasing at 9:30 tonight...the chase for the end of nausea.

Slightly disappointing this is...Please pray

2009-06-19T22:20:00.000-05:00

Friday, June 19th

I thought this day would be a bit easier because last night was fever-free and nausea-free. Wow! It wasn't too bad though, the prayers of the righteous we're answered in many ways.
Help with some nausea..check
Help with Mitchell...check
Help with antibiotic delivery...check
Help with fever...check

A minute at a time is all I'm to do...A light to my path is all I have. Pray for us to lean into God's word and promises. He is a very present help in time of trouble.

2009-06-18T08:26:00.000-05:00

Thursday, June 18th

Dear ones, last night was mostly restful. Dan also got some rest. We are watching his temp. now and it's not responding to the tylenol. And he ate a few bites and was a bit nauseous this morn. BUT

Yesterday was terrible so I feel encouraged. Yesterday was vomitting, high fever, and hardly drinking and not eating. We also received the news that he has a gram negative blood culture...the Dr. said it was a serious blood infection. So I'm glad that we already had started the antibiotic. More of those are on the way

I love blessings for today...fever lower, family helping, Dan resting

I'm looking forward to hope for tomorrow...hope you do the same

2009-06-17T10:18:00.000-05:00

Wednesday, June 17th

The fevers have continued. Last night they went up so high that it caused convulsing and nausea. We called our nurse and then she directed us to call 911. Then Dan was taken to the hospital and they got his fever to come down. It was 103. His blood work revealed that his white blood count was extremely low, lower than it has ever been. He will be having further tests done but the Dr. started him on an antibiotic. Here's the good news. At least we're home now. And our confidence is in Christ! I will be updating frequently

2009-06-15T18:34:00.000-05:00

Monday, June 15th

I absolutely love looking into Dan's eyes. That said, I especially love looking at them even more now that they really do show so much of God's handiwork, not only on creativity but also in awesome healing power!!!

NOW
His eyes continue to be great. His body is really needing prayer. Sunday morning began a fever and it continues to now, monday night. I really feel bad for him...the chills and tender skin...ick! Please pray for healing and protection.

Thanks!

The Miracle continues

2009-06-03T18:19:00.000-05:00

We are still standing in awe of this miracle -- today my eye is perfectly fine .. no blurred vision .. there was not a drop of blood when the tumor was lifted off yesterday .. no pain .. today there is not a scratch .. not a hint of blurred vision. Carol noted what an amazing thing it is that if she ever was tempted to believe that God no longer does miacles .. all she has to do is look into my eyes!!! We can't thank you enough for your prayers!

Miracle on June 2nd

2009-06-03T08:26:00.000-05:00

When Carol first noticed this white growth on my eye she tried to get it out with the usual side of a tissue and her finger, but it did not move. At various times before the first Dr.’s visit, I tried to get it off using a cotton tab. Our hospice nurse tried to remove the growth but with no success. Our first Dr. appointment was with a Dr. Yu of the practice. During the course of his examination, Dr. Yu tried to get is off as well. After failure, that is when we scheduled a time for surgical removal and received all the information that we have been communicating to you over these last few days. I began to detect what I thought were blood vessels beginning to develop to the white tumor.

But my heart was simply not settled about the surgery and I wanted to know just a bit more about the procedure before we went through with it and I really wanted to have another diagnosis, a second opinion from another Dr. in the practice that we heard good things about. We were adamant about it as we received a fair amount of resistance from the scheduler’s at the practice. But there just happened to be an opening two days before The surgery date.’

Frankly, the minute Dr. Sutphin came into the room you could tell he was a professional and there was a different air about the meeting as he went about doing his own examination. After answering our questions, he began to do his own examination and letting us know what he was doing with each new test. (which is one thing I really appreciate in a Dr.)

After numbing my eyeball he set about examining the growth and within a minute. He simply lifted it off the surface of the eye. And showed it to us. We couldn’t help but say things like ‘Praise the Lord’ ‘Amazing,’ ‘Unbelievable.’ The final outcome is that I have a slight more of this material on the eye .. so I am to use these drops 4 to 8 times a day to see if that will simply take care of it and to go back for a visit in one month. If there is any more growth, then they may do a microscopic removal of everything which will entail a simple procedure at the office. But the Dr. is convinced it has nothing whatsoever to do with my other cancerous material and is simply a problem of dry eye.

I have come to the conclusion that in the one week time during our attempts and the first Dr.’s examination and attempt to remove the growth AND the second Dr.’S appointment .. the Lord used ALL your prayers to simply detach that growth from any potential blood vessels or settlement into the surrounding tissue. In other words .. a miracle! HE LIFTED THAT TUMOR OFF THE SURFACE OF MY EYE WITH NO WORRISOME SIDE AFFECTS. It simply lifted right off. The hundred’s .. maybe thousands of prayers were answered by a merciful, loving and caring God. I’m convinced of it and will praise the Lord accordingly .. I am certainly NO apostle Paul, but having things being lifted off your eyes by God and for the purposes of Jesus Christ does have some precedents.

Acts 19: 17-19 So Ananias departed and entered the house, and after laying his hands on him said, "Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus, who appeared to you on the road by which you were coming, has sent me so that you may regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit." And immediately there fell from his eyes something like scales, and he regained his sight, and he got up and was baptized; and he took food and was strengthened.

Matt20:32-34 And Jesus stopped and called them, and said, "What do you want Me to do for you?" They said to Him, "Lord, we want our eyes to be opened." Moved with compassion, Jesus touched their eyes; and immediately they regained their sight and followed Him.

Psalm 20: I will lift up my eyes to the mountains;
From where shall my help come?
2My help comes from the LORD,
Who made heaven and earth.
3He will not allow your foot to slip;
He who keeps you will not slumber.
4Behold, He who keeps Israel
Will neither slumber nor sleep.
5The LORD is your keeper;
The LORD is your shade on your right hand.
6The (sun will not smite you by day,
Nor the moon by night.
7The LORD will protect you from all evil;
He will keep your soul.
8The LORD will guard your going out and your coming in
From this time forth and forever.

Thanks to all who join in this miracle with us!!!!!!

Sun. May 31st Update

2009-05-31T15:54:00.000-05:00

We still have plans for surgery at 2:00 this Thursday to remove the tumor. We do have an appointment with another neuroopthomologist in the same practice this Tuesday in order to get more information and advice. We don't anticipate things to change as of today but you never know 100 percent -- however I would like to ask you, our Friends and ministry partners to take a couple minutes this Thursday during your lunch to lift up a quick prayer that all would run smoothly during the surgery, for a quick recovery and that the biopsy report would come back stating the tumor is benign with no malignancy. We appreciate every one of you. Thanks!!

Monday May 19th Update

2009-05-19T18:34:00.000-05:00

As of today - we have a surgery date of Thursday June 4th at 2:00 pm. It will be preformed by a specialist named Dr. Yu at the nueroopthomoligist clinic on State Line Rd. We have chosen the outpatient procedure as we have our hospice nurse who comes twice a week. She will monitor the eye as the Dr. said he would remove the growth and a bit of healthy tissue surrounding the cancer as he wants to make sure he gets all of the cancer. I will have a couple stitches and the usual discomfort of anyone who has an operation on the eye. Blurred vision and the possibility of infection. He will then send the cancer off to have it investigated -- the biggest concern is if this is a malignant growth or not .. and then if the entire eyeball would have to be removed.

We are comfortable with this but we are have our Oncologist review all of this and if he knows of a better surgeon and.or if we can get a sooner surgery date .. things might change.

You can also pray for me .. as I am pushing myself to become more mobile .. it also has increased the possiblity of accidents. I have taken a couple of nasty falls the last couple days. The Lord has kept me from any serious injuries but I am scheduled to get a hip xray tomorrow.

Thanks for your prayers .. my personal feelings during this time are rather numb .. however the Holy Spirit is very active .. testifying to my spirit that I am a child of God. Rom 8:16. This quiet but consistent witness deep inside me is a source of great confort, reassureance and stregnth. It's a constant assurance of His love for me (why me I'll never know) .. it will be with me through every circumstance .. now and forever. How truly amazing.

Thur. May 14th

2009-05-14T16:32:00.000-05:00

Unfortunately, we received some surprising and disappointing news from are appointment with the neuroopthamologist. The growth on my right eye is cancer. He recommended immediate surgical removal of the growth .. and then to run tests to see if it is of malignant nature. If so, then there are a number of options I need to do some chemo maybe by drops or by usual means. It could also mean that they will need to take out the entire eyeball to save it from spreading to other parts of my body. (much like breast cancer often leads to the removal of the entire breast)

The surgery needed to take the nodule out can be done on an outpatient basis. Where they will leave a few stitches and it will be sore for a week or so with blurred vision.

We are kinda numb right now. My biggest concern is any loss of my vision .. that it wouldn't happen at all. We will keep you updated as we know things like dates of surgery or any other information.

Tues. May12

2009-05-12T18:23:00.000-05:00

Please pray for an eye appointment Tomorrow at 1:30. I have a white growth right beside my pupil which is getting larger by the week. Pray for a correct diagnosis and treatment. Thanks Dan

2009-05-07T19:43:00.000-05:00

Thursday, May 7th

I really need people to join in praying us through these next 10 days. Right now there will be many extra pulls on our time...really good pulls...but a ton of them.

Pray that we'll pick the best ones if we must choose.

Pray that we'll be able to show up for our kids in ways that really touch them.

Pray that we'll be available to hear God's leading and minister for HIM.

Things going on include...teaching seminars, jazz concert, sports awards, a wedding, a sports potluck, baseball game, end of school year celebrations...and probably a few other things that I just can't think of.

I'm sowing in prayer, please join me. Thanks!!!

2009-05-05T07:32:00.000-05:00

Tuesday,May 5th

Saturday: Dan had muddy shoes. I don't quite know how to express thoroughly how AWESOME it was to hear Dan say, "I can't wear those upstairs, they're muddy!" Are you tracking with me yet!?

Dan stood outside and trimmed the rose bushes. Then he went to the back of our yard and worked at clearing the raised bed that he uses for planting vegetables. He got a little muddy...he walked around...he did stuff he loves...the weather was so pretty...and his body cooperated!

I got to clean mud off shoes and loved it! God gets all the credit.

2009-04-28T22:00:00.000-05:00

Tuesday, April 28th

A good and industrious beginning this morning. We made great plans for today and then we really had to change them. The pain was bad this afternoon and this evening. Tomorrow...your only a day away...

2009-04-27T21:02:00.000-05:00

Monday, April 27th

Today was a tough uphill climb at the beginning...then we hit a nice flat place...the nice flat place lasted almost all day...Yeah!!!...now it's going down again. I don't know what kind of mixing of metaphors that is but I think you get it.

Some of you have been trying to leave a comment on this site...and struggling with how to do it. If you are one of those people then this is for you. If it is not you then feel no pressure to read further...thanks for your prayers!

1.click on "comments" at the bottom of the post
2.write your comment in the space provided
3.scroll down and re-write the word that is written in an odd font
4.scroll down past "choose an identity" and click on the option "name URL"
5.put a name in the space that appears
6.press "publish your comment"

2009-04-25T22:31:00.001-05:00

Saturday, April 25th

Don't you love it when obstacles fall away...today, Dan and I were able to see Blake play baseball. We were allowed to drive right up in our car and watch from the third base line. Blake was definitely showing his stuff, that guy sure can play ball...and we saw it!

That gut was so well behaved up until 6pm...now, we sleep and so do you.

2009-04-24T15:05:00.000-05:00

Friday, April 24th

Dear all,

Today Dan's gut has given him a break...Yeah, thanks gut! We sure like this side of you!

2009-04-22T18:59:00.000-05:00

Wednesday, April 22

Today, based on the x-rays from yesterday, we went to the hospital for a procedure. We were both nervous about it...I know that I shouldn't be...but right now Dan and I would prefer to handle as much as we can at home. We've done the "hospital thing" quite a bit.

Well everything went very well!!!... and he is a bit worn out but at home in his own bed! God really gave us a great Doctor and nurse today! Thanks for your continued following of us on this journey.

2009-04-21T11:48:00.000-05:00

Tues. April 21st

The meds didn't work at all but he didn't throw up. He is in pain everywhere. And we are going to leave the house and go for the x-ray. Pray for answers and protection from more pain....'Keep you posted

2009-04-20T19:21:00.000-05:00

Monday, April 20th

Dan needs your prayers tonight...the regime that the gut Dr. laid out was not helpful... so this afternoon his nurse told Dan what the next step would be. He has to take some more very nauseating medicine tonight. If this isn't successful he must have a special x-ray...this x-ray could see if there is a blockage inside...we're hoping that what we do tonight works and is easier than we anticipate.

2009-04-19T10:42:00.000-05:00

Sunday, April 19th

I really am glad that today is a new day...after a night's sleep, some prayer time, and a good break-fast...it's easier to have renewed hope. I hope that today is tons better than yesterday. It's still a bit too early to tell. His gut was beginning to show signs of being tough and pain in his back has begun to gnaw. Thanks for keeping up with us.

Forty-six years ago someone named Daniel Anthony LaGue was born...And, I'm SOOO glad that he was!

2009-04-17T22:18:00.000-05:00

Friday, April 17th

Also on Wednesday, Dan saw a Gastroenterologist about all his gut problems. This gentleman was very kind and really tried to give us some new ideas...the long and the short of it is that we are in the midst of trying things out. So far, the nausea has been ever-present. This is tough. But perhaps we'll get to a point of relief SOON!

2009-04-16T20:10:00.000-05:00

Thursday, April 16th

Dear ones, it's evening and boy does he need relief from NAUSEA...now would be awesome!

2009-04-15T22:47:00.000-05:00

Wednesday, April 15th

Dan got to teach...he taught for a whole one and a half hours! It was very very good! Your prayers were answered! Nothing is impossible with God!

2009-04-14T07:56:00.000-05:00

Tuesday, April 14th

Tomorrow is Wednesday and Dan has some great plans...He is going to teach a class in the evening on God's sovereignty. Okay, so now please pray for the following: the pain in his back and kidney's to abate, no more nausea, and for adequate rest over these next 24 hours. Hope you had a fun and blessed Easter weekend! We did!

2009-04-11T10:48:00.000-05:00

Saturday, April 11th

Last night was tough but Dan did get some rest. I just want you to know that when you respond to our requests in prayer ... God really does answer. Dan is still able to remain busy despite all these new symptoms. Here are some examples ... this last week he was able to revise 25 of his radio devotionals for the new CCC site … he recruited 4 new German speaking Online Missionaries .. began a new Hungarian Community of Online Missionaries with two Hungarian friends .. personally answered 30 requests from our ministry websites … most of these were from seekers who had a lot of questions about the Christian faith .. And he is currently preparing to teach this Wed. night on God’s sovereignty.

All of this amazes me at what God can do. Wow!! We are so thankful for the strength your prayers give to us … He really has Risen from the dead and I hope all of you have a glorious Easter.

2009-04-10T23:49:00.000-05:00

Friday, April 10th

Whew! At the sound of the tone the time will be...11:50pm! Ding! For those awake now, I say, "go to sleep" Dan's shoulder pain is spreading even now. We just tried some more medicine for pain control and he seems to be resting. That's one thing he definitely needs. Keep praying for the fever to disappear.

Can't help but say Praise to God that while we were yet sinners, He died for us!!!

2009-04-09T09:32:00.000-05:00

Thursday, April 9th

Dan is really tired today and he has such horrible pain in his shoulder that it hurts every time he breathes.???? Yuck! And this man has a very high pain tolerance. Today the nurse comes to see him, pray for insight for her.

On the 'good news' front, Dan's fever is currently responding to the fever reduction meds. Don't ya' just love a bit of good news!!!

2009-04-08T09:59:00.000-05:00

Wednesday, April 8th

Dear friends,

Dan's fever is always there at this time. He's weak and miserable. Just this morning we began the first day of a 5 day round of IV antibiotics. Join me in praying that it ONLY goes after the harmful bacteria and NOT the good stuff that we all need in our bodies. As you know, his gut issues are at risk for worsening with antibiotics...pray that it won't happen.

All in all I'm grateful for our medical team's swift response to Dan's needs at this time and I'm hopeful that we're doing the right thing.

2009-04-07T11:24:00.000-05:00

Tuesday, April 7th

Many more fevers, but we are possibly going to start a round of IV antibiotics to knock this out. Keep praying!

2009-04-05T20:49:00.000-05:00

Sunday, April 5th

Boy did I really want to say that the fever time was over...alas, it isn't. 'Don't know how tomorrow will go, just pray for direction for us. We are so glad that we have Jesus right beside us all along the way...Have a Happy Palm Sunday!

2009-04-04T07:47:00.000-05:00

Saturday April 4th

Dan woke up with a fever of 100.2 this morning. I know that it means something and I don't like fevers...but maybe he's just tired and needs rest. Pray for it to go away and STAY away.

2009-04-02T20:22:00.000-05:00

Thursday, April 2nd

Dear ones who pray...we didn't make it to our oncologist on Tuesday. Dan didn't feel good at all. As it stands now we have an appt. with him on Mon. the 6th and an appt. with a gastroenterologist on the 7th. Pray that Dan would be able to make both of these. And for some relief for his gut...his Dr. had a new idea that we hope will help him tomorrow. Lately these days have been tough...gut pain, nausea and back and neck pain. Pray that these will all subside, starting tomorrow. Thanks!

2009-03-31T08:39:00.000-05:00

Tuesday, March 31st

Today we are going to go see Dan's oncologist...please pray for him to really be able to help Dan with his gut issues at least!

2009-03-29T16:50:00.000-05:00

Sunday, March 29th

Today we tried a new medicine for the 'gut', we'll see. Tomorrow will be another test of this. The jury is still out!

2009-03-28T19:08:00.000-05:00

Saturday, March 28th

Oh me oh my, the ole' gut has been torturing Dan for about 36 hrs. We really do get some breaks though, an hour or two, and then we think, "maybe it's all over?!" and then the nausea and discomfort return. I do think that there's a good chance for tomorrow to be all better.

2009-03-27T06:50:00.000-05:00

Friday, March 27th

The new update today is that Dans' whole gut problem is really going to town again. Pray especially for today to be better than yesterday. ...His mercy's are new every morning...

2009-03-21T15:32:00.000-05:00

Saturday, March 21st

Thanks for praying...our boys have been on Spring Break this week and it's been wonderful having them around. Tons of pick up basketball in the driveway, much climbing of trees and outdoor activities. Dan and I love the hub-bub!

On the health front, we've seen a new phenominon(sp?) develope called a tape allergy for Dan. Though it sounds somewhat benign, it causes such intense itching, and it's all under the bandage to his pic-line. The bandage must always remain in place so our nurse has been experimenting with different kinds of tape. Pray for his skin to heal and not to have the itching interfere with his rest. And also for protection against any infection in the pic-line.

2009-03-12T21:23:00.000-05:00

Thursday, March 12th

Remember the story where God calmed the sea...we need Dan's stomach to be calmed. 'Couldn't walk this walk without you.

2009-03-08T12:48:00.000-05:00

Sunday, March 8th

On this night a long time ago there was a girl with long blond hair who couldn't wait for tomorrow to come. She just knew that her dreams would come true as she walked down that church aisle and into the life and heart of her true love. Today, I still look forward to tomorrow. I'll get to wake up in our home and kiss Dan again and be once more soooo amazed that God put us together to love one another. And I still have long blond hair.
Tears form in my eyes as I write this, hoping for healing but so thankful for all that we do have!

2009-03-04T10:18:00.000-06:00

Wednesday, March 4th

You can't see it with an untrained eye, but each day over here miracles happen. For example, Dan, in the midst of pain and nausea plays a card game last night with two of our boys; Dan got more sleep last night; Dan,even though he awoke this morning with tremendous pain, is now doing ministry on the internet. I know that all of you are praying and waiting with us to see the BIG miracle of total healing...don't stop!...but also don't miss God's activity, His provision and protection for our little family of five...He is at work! May God open your eyes to see it too, here and in your lives as well.

2009-03-03T19:56:00.000-06:00

March 3rd

I hope that Dan's nausea goes away...I'll keep you updated. He also really needs some good rest.

2009-03-01T22:15:00.000-06:00

Sunday, march 1st

So much pain Dan was in today!!! But, it's nighttime and we made it through, hopefully seeing an easier day tomorrow. 'Hope you have a great day too!

2009-02-28T16:28:00.000-06:00

Feb. 28th,

I feel like we're chasing our tail with this NAUSEA...the medicine he took today even made it worse for a couple of hours before it subsided. and in an hour and a half we'll have to decide which medicine to take. It sure would be nice if we could count on what the side affects would be each time.

2009-02-27T15:39:00.000-06:00

Feb, 27th

Depending on God is the only way to live! These last few days have been challenging...Dan's health, my health, and now a couple of our kids seem to be coming down with something. I do see the downhill slope for me...pray that I still try to get the rest that I need, and that no one else catches it.

2009-02-25T15:51:00.000-06:00

Wednesday, Feb. 25th

Wow! I have quite a nasty cold...not good...I REALLY don't want Dan to get any of this...a Dr. friend is going to come over and check me out...pray for her wisdom and for Dan's immune system to fight ... we still need prayer for his gut to calm down too!!!

2009-02-24T17:57:00.000-06:00

Tuesday, Feb. 24th

Dan's discomfort has continued, he is wishing the nausea wouldn't be so persistent. ...Along with healing the cancer, pray for his "gut" that it would be calmed. Dan needs protection from a nasty round of germs that's got a few of us.

2009-02-23T08:00:00.000-06:00

Monday a.m., February 23rd

Sunday was intense, the nausea seemed to always be present. His dizziness was also intense. We're hoping for a better day. Thanks for your prayers, you really do encourage us!

2009-02-21T09:27:00.000-06:00

Saturday February 21, 2009

Dear ones, Dan's blood levels...the white cells and platelets went up!!!!!Yeah GOD!!! Praise GOD!!! We're so glad that his body is being renewed in this way to continue the fight for health.

Friday Feb. 20th

2009-02-20T12:33:00.000-06:00

Dan is feeling a little bit better today and we will try and make another basketball game at 7:00 tonight as well as celebrating Mitchell's birthday. He will be 9 years old and is very excited to celebrate things this year.

I thought I might share with you an email we received in response to Dan's devotionals. We appreciate every note through regular mail or through email that we receive. It really does help us and give us the energy to press on with this struggle. This one was especially encouraging and just goes to show you never know how or where you are being a witness for Christ but God can use anything.

comments:

I came upon your website through oneplace.org. I was so encouraged by the few segments I heard. What a joy to know that I can receive them via email! I am so grateful to God and to you for this ministry. - I also wish to express that the Lord has connected a few dots for me. Looking at Mr. LaGue's picture, I recognize him to be the man I held the door for at church a few weeks ago as his helper (wife?) wheeled him into the sanctuary on a guerny. I have prayed for him with tears this morning. "Christus Victor!" Grace and Peace in Him alone. Your sister, Deborah Reed

2009-02-19T19:07:00.000-06:00

February 19th,2009

I believe that each day over here is filled with the unexpected...Dan and I went to our sons basketball game this evening...And they WON! This morning was different and difficult...but God handled it all and made the rough places smooth. Thanks for praying.

2009-02-18T16:56:00.000-06:00

Wednesday, February 18th

Pain is still there but less. He's exhausted and needs some good rest tonight!

2009-02-17T22:12:00.000-06:00

Tuesday, February 17th

Ultimately, God is in charge and I'm glad that he is large. My friend keeps it simple for blondes like me. "God is large and in charge" This is indeed my theology. Today we saw Dan's pain spike and not really abate for any length of time. Pray for a pain-free sleep. Good night all!

2009-02-16T16:37:00.000-06:00

Monday, February 16th

We are members of the I hate nausea and fevers club...yes, we're still dealing with those as well as the fatigue that comes along with them.

2009-02-15T16:47:00.000-06:00

Sunday, February 15th

Dear ones, he's oh so tired today...and a slight temp....maybe he'll be better after a day of rest.

2009-02-14T20:26:00.000-06:00

February the 14th aka VALENTINES DAY

The day began so well...we really did, yes WE, DID get out by 8:30am and go to Blake's Basketball game. Dan saw him swish a 3-pointer and we all made it home safely. The rest of the day has been a mix; some nausea,some card games with the boys and now some nausea again. Happy Valentines Day to each and every one of you. You and your prayers and love are deeply appreciated!