At 10:24pm, 37,894 is the number of people who have indicated that they have received Christ from one of Global Media Outreach's websites TODAY. It's Easter and this is very important to me because Easter is all about new life, new eternal life, and Jesus.
It's 10:27 and 37,997...3 minutes have passed and 103 people have accepted Christ.
OR
It's taken me 3 minutes to type this.
Christ is Risen Indeed!!!
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Monday, October 5, 2009
fire trucks, etc
Oct. 5th
As all people have their heart touched by certain things...one of mine is all things with sirens, I pray, my throat consricts and tears well up...those brave rescuers, and the people who are having a 'nightmarish' moment. Jesus go before all of them.
As all people have their heart touched by certain things...one of mine is all things with sirens, I pray, my throat consricts and tears well up...those brave rescuers, and the people who are having a 'nightmarish' moment. Jesus go before all of them.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
4
Sunday, Oct. 4th
setting the table this morning for lunch...found the napkin rings...both sets of 4...I always needed one more...I HATE that its enough
setting the table this morning for lunch...found the napkin rings...both sets of 4...I always needed one more...I HATE that its enough
Friday, October 2, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
wished very much for rain
October 1st, 2009
Please oh please let the rain come so I don't have to drive very very far on a dreary windy day to a soccer game. It didn't rain. I changed my attitude instead.
Please oh please let the rain come so I don't have to drive very very far on a dreary windy day to a soccer game. It didn't rain. I changed my attitude instead.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Less is more
September 30, 2009
Remember the big long blogs...no more...because they overwhelm me.
Now I will still post regular updates, so keep visiting, but they'll just be short.
Remember the big long blogs...no more...because they overwhelm me.
Now I will still post regular updates, so keep visiting, but they'll just be short.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Carol and Campus Crusade for Christ
Yes.....Is the answer to everyone's question..."Does Carol still work for Campus Crusade for Christ?" Also, I am currently in the process of updated the web site and this blog. Thanks for all your prayers.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
"He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us, as you help us by your prayers." 2Corinthians 1: 10-11
With just over a month since Dan has passed away, we are so thankful that Carol and the boys have been delivered from many struggles, even as they forge their way through new challenges and hardships. While she is very sad, especially with this one-month mark behind her, Carol clearly feels the truth of this verse, and can see in amazing ways how God has sustained her family through the worst of times. And he is still at work to meet their needs--spiritully, emotionally, physically.
The boys start school this week, and life continues ahead in their household, even as they adjust to a new "normal". Pray that their first week back to school goes well--and for all of the needs and struggles of their young hearts (that perhaps we can't even grasp at!).
Your prayers and encouragement are felt. Constantly. Please continue to pour love upon this family!
With just over a month since Dan has passed away, we are so thankful that Carol and the boys have been delivered from many struggles, even as they forge their way through new challenges and hardships. While she is very sad, especially with this one-month mark behind her, Carol clearly feels the truth of this verse, and can see in amazing ways how God has sustained her family through the worst of times. And he is still at work to meet their needs--spiritully, emotionally, physically.
The boys start school this week, and life continues ahead in their household, even as they adjust to a new "normal". Pray that their first week back to school goes well--and for all of the needs and struggles of their young hearts (that perhaps we can't even grasp at!).
Your prayers and encouragement are felt. Constantly. Please continue to pour love upon this family!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
August 12, 2009
This past weekend, Carol was watching T.V. and happened to switch to the Golf Channel during a commercial. Which happened to be showing a tournament, played on a golf course which Dan and Carol had been to.
One summer, when Carol was home from college, Dan came to visit her in St. Louis, on his way to Hungary. And during that visit, they took a walk on this golf course and talked for hours. They weren't dating, but had grown pretty close, and they had a great evening just talking. And being friends.
Some weeks passed, and Carol went off to work at a summer camp...and she received a letter in the mail from Dan. A deep and meaningful letter that really revealed Dan's heart for Carol and his feelings for her. A letter that caught her by surprise--that he was so captured by her, that night on the golf course.
And when they saw each other again--they began dating.
So seeing that golf course on T.V., after just a random flip of the remote--Carol was thankful for remembering those moments by incredibly sad that Dan isn't here anymore. While life is resuming a new normal, and she's had a bit of a break and some good time with the boys...every now and then she gets a random reminder of Dan and the many details that made up their life together. And they are beautiful, but hard to remember.
Carol can only guess that the same things are happening to the boys.
Pray for them in those moments, that they would have strength and not be pulled down by sorrow. Pray that, while remembering some of these things are hard and very raw, that over time, their wounds will heal and memories will brings smiles of who Dan was.
School is about to start, and Carol is getting ready to take on a lot of the details that come with sorting out this new life. Pray it goes smoothly, and please continue to lift her up! She can feel your prayers, and thanks you all so much for all that you are doing!
One summer, when Carol was home from college, Dan came to visit her in St. Louis, on his way to Hungary. And during that visit, they took a walk on this golf course and talked for hours. They weren't dating, but had grown pretty close, and they had a great evening just talking. And being friends.
Some weeks passed, and Carol went off to work at a summer camp...and she received a letter in the mail from Dan. A deep and meaningful letter that really revealed Dan's heart for Carol and his feelings for her. A letter that caught her by surprise--that he was so captured by her, that night on the golf course.
And when they saw each other again--they began dating.
So seeing that golf course on T.V., after just a random flip of the remote--Carol was thankful for remembering those moments by incredibly sad that Dan isn't here anymore. While life is resuming a new normal, and she's had a bit of a break and some good time with the boys...every now and then she gets a random reminder of Dan and the many details that made up their life together. And they are beautiful, but hard to remember.
Carol can only guess that the same things are happening to the boys.
Pray for them in those moments, that they would have strength and not be pulled down by sorrow. Pray that, while remembering some of these things are hard and very raw, that over time, their wounds will heal and memories will brings smiles of who Dan was.
School is about to start, and Carol is getting ready to take on a lot of the details that come with sorting out this new life. Pray it goes smoothly, and please continue to lift her up! She can feel your prayers, and thanks you all so much for all that you are doing!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
July 30, 2009
Yesterday, Carol was talking to a friend and rehashing the last days and moments of Dan's life. And as she was telling it and thinking about it, she remembered that around the 4th of July, things were pretty difficult, and she was caring for him the best that she could.
And looking back on it, knowing that the 10 days that followed would be his last, she wondered if she would have done anything differently.
Should she have drilled him with questions? Gotten his opinion on all kinds of decisions that will be made years down the road?
At the end of it all, looking back, she can honestly say that she wouldn't have done anything differently. She would have loved him and taken care of him and done everything in her power to make sure he had what he needed. Which was exactly how it was.
And that is such a great comfort to Carol, that she knows without a doubt that she would not change anything about those days. Even as she struggles to figure all of this out, she knows those days were well spent, and there are no regrets.
As she continues to figure out all details of life without Dan, please continue to lift her up in prayer! She so appreciates all you do on her behalf!
And looking back on it, knowing that the 10 days that followed would be his last, she wondered if she would have done anything differently.
Should she have drilled him with questions? Gotten his opinion on all kinds of decisions that will be made years down the road?
At the end of it all, looking back, she can honestly say that she wouldn't have done anything differently. She would have loved him and taken care of him and done everything in her power to make sure he had what he needed. Which was exactly how it was.
And that is such a great comfort to Carol, that she knows without a doubt that she would not change anything about those days. Even as she struggles to figure all of this out, she knows those days were well spent, and there are no regrets.
As she continues to figure out all details of life without Dan, please continue to lift her up in prayer! She so appreciates all you do on her behalf!
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
July 28, 2009
As was mentioned in an earlier post, Dan was scheduled to preach a sermon this past Sunday (July 26) at Covenant Chapel in Leawood, Kansas.
In his absence, Dave Robinson gave the sermon based on Luke 7:11-16. As Carol says, being in church this week was INCOMPARABLE...and amazing to hear actual words Dan has used when he's preached this sermon before. With new insights that Dave added, she felt it was a great collaboration of friends, spoken by someone that Dan had great respect for as a pastor and mentor.
There was obviously a plan in this. Back when Dan was schedule to preach, months ahead of time, there was no way of knowing how he would feel or if he would be able to give the sermon. He made uncertain plans, like many of us do.
But the Lord knew what July 26th would look like, and that Dan wouldn't be able to preach. Yet his plans were exact.
No way to know why this was the case...but Carol finds comfort in knowing that our uncertain plans are carried out in very specific ways by our God. We may make plans with all kinds of question marks, but He sets our steps, undoubtedly.
Thanks for your continued prayers and words of encouragement to Carol and the boys!
In his absence, Dave Robinson gave the sermon based on Luke 7:11-16. As Carol says, being in church this week was INCOMPARABLE...and amazing to hear actual words Dan has used when he's preached this sermon before. With new insights that Dave added, she felt it was a great collaboration of friends, spoken by someone that Dan had great respect for as a pastor and mentor.
There was obviously a plan in this. Back when Dan was schedule to preach, months ahead of time, there was no way of knowing how he would feel or if he would be able to give the sermon. He made uncertain plans, like many of us do.
But the Lord knew what July 26th would look like, and that Dan wouldn't be able to preach. Yet his plans were exact.
No way to know why this was the case...but Carol finds comfort in knowing that our uncertain plans are carried out in very specific ways by our God. We may make plans with all kinds of question marks, but He sets our steps, undoubtedly.
Thanks for your continued prayers and words of encouragement to Carol and the boys!
Friday, July 24, 2009
July 24, 2009
Tonight Carol mentioned a practical joke one of the boys played on another. It involved putting honey on a sleeping boy's face. Sleeping boy then awoke to a strange sensation and touched his hand to his face. And then touched his hand to his other hand. And then touched his gooey, honey hands to the bed sheets.
Mess.
That's kind of the story with grief. You exist just fine for a bit, and then you get a glimpse of Dan, see a picture, remember a story and you seem to get the sadness everywhere. And it sticks and clings to everything it's in contact with. Until you are a mess.
I imagine that's a little bit how Carol feels at the moment, try as she may to put on a brave, fun face (we all know Carol). But this is hard, and there are reminders of her loss everywhere. It is EVERYTHING that she is dealing with now...and perhaps we are all just getting little glimpses into her grief, as she shares it. Pray that it doesn't consume her. And that she can have the courage to exalt Christ, everyday. That she would see her purpose and trust her Creator...that she was meant to do more than just survive this heartbreak.
She has mentioned that she has had some real moments of clarity and fun with the boys in the past few days. What an answer to prayer that she isn't drowning in despair, but actually seeing glimpses of hope and peace. She is learning how to live without the adrenaline rush of sickness and emergency...but this adjustment is going to be slow and on-going, so continue to pray that she would see a purpose and have priorities in her day. That she would learn how to live in peace...because that HAS NOT been her world. And as much as most of us consider it normal to go about our day with regular routine--she is not there, and hasn't been for some time.
Thanks for all you are doing, for your concern, your prayers, your words of encouragement!!! They are amazing to this family!
Mess.
That's kind of the story with grief. You exist just fine for a bit, and then you get a glimpse of Dan, see a picture, remember a story and you seem to get the sadness everywhere. And it sticks and clings to everything it's in contact with. Until you are a mess.
I imagine that's a little bit how Carol feels at the moment, try as she may to put on a brave, fun face (we all know Carol). But this is hard, and there are reminders of her loss everywhere. It is EVERYTHING that she is dealing with now...and perhaps we are all just getting little glimpses into her grief, as she shares it. Pray that it doesn't consume her. And that she can have the courage to exalt Christ, everyday. That she would see her purpose and trust her Creator...that she was meant to do more than just survive this heartbreak.
She has mentioned that she has had some real moments of clarity and fun with the boys in the past few days. What an answer to prayer that she isn't drowning in despair, but actually seeing glimpses of hope and peace. She is learning how to live without the adrenaline rush of sickness and emergency...but this adjustment is going to be slow and on-going, so continue to pray that she would see a purpose and have priorities in her day. That she would learn how to live in peace...because that HAS NOT been her world. And as much as most of us consider it normal to go about our day with regular routine--she is not there, and hasn't been for some time.
Thanks for all you are doing, for your concern, your prayers, your words of encouragement!!! They are amazing to this family!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
July 22, 2009
There have been many touching cards and letters received by Carol, some of them recounting great memories of Dan and offering beautiful words of support and prayer. In particular, Carol received some old pictures of Dan at a time when he was serving in the missions field--pictures that show so much joy and vibrancy at a time in Dan's life when he was serving the Lord and surrounded by great friends. What a great reminder of who Dan was apart from his struggle with cancer! Thanks to all the friends who have written such great words of encouragement and support--they are so appreciated!
One of Carol's hopes for the boys is that they would know the fun that Dan had with them, even if the last years of his life were characterized by considerable struggle and loss of much of his physical activity. While he was able, he LOVED being with them, being a boy right alongside them. Carol is going to work hard to remember and keep vivid those memories.
This Sunday, at Covenant Chapel (Leewood, Kansas), Dan was scheduled to preach a sermon--which will now be done by Dave Robinson in Dan's absence. He will preach on the topic Dan had planned for, and if you are in the area, please come and know that the topic was close to Dan's heart and part of his personal ministry.
Thanks for all you are doing to lift this family up...your prayers are felt and deeply appreciated.
One of Carol's hopes for the boys is that they would know the fun that Dan had with them, even if the last years of his life were characterized by considerable struggle and loss of much of his physical activity. While he was able, he LOVED being with them, being a boy right alongside them. Carol is going to work hard to remember and keep vivid those memories.
This Sunday, at Covenant Chapel (Leewood, Kansas), Dan was scheduled to preach a sermon--which will now be done by Dave Robinson in Dan's absence. He will preach on the topic Dan had planned for, and if you are in the area, please come and know that the topic was close to Dan's heart and part of his personal ministry.
Thanks for all you are doing to lift this family up...your prayers are felt and deeply appreciated.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
July 21, 2009
Lots of difficult firsts.
Today one of the boys answered the phone, to a caller asking for Dan. Which was incredibly awkward and strange and surprising for everyone. Not that they didn't expect things like this to come up...but that it would happen so soon, when they've been so surrounded by family and friends who intimately know the pain of the past week.
But there is still a world out there that continues and has no idea, and everyday, Carol (and the boys) will have to deal with it. And these first few weeks and months will bring lots of surprises that catch them off guard...pray for those moments. That they wouldn't totally knock the wind out of this family as they heal.
Today one of the boys answered the phone, to a caller asking for Dan. Which was incredibly awkward and strange and surprising for everyone. Not that they didn't expect things like this to come up...but that it would happen so soon, when they've been so surrounded by family and friends who intimately know the pain of the past week.
But there is still a world out there that continues and has no idea, and everyday, Carol (and the boys) will have to deal with it. And these first few weeks and months will bring lots of surprises that catch them off guard...pray for those moments. That they wouldn't totally knock the wind out of this family as they heal.
Monday, July 20, 2009
July 20, 2009
Focusing on the present is the challenge of the moment!
So many decisions to be made in the weeks to come, which will affect Carol and the boys for years to come, as they restructure almost all the logistics of their lives. Thinking so long-term and preparing for life without Dan is OVERWHELMING for Carol at the moment.
She is so thankful for the boys, who had a great day, and who keep her in the present--since so many of their needs are immediate! Pray for focus minute by minute, with the strength to handle this over the long run! Also pray that she would lean on the Lord when she is struggling, and that he will guide her decisions and bring comfort to her over the long days ahead.
**Carol and the boys would love to hear from you, so feel free to post a comment. And for those of you who have tried in the past but have had a problem, it has been fixed.
So many decisions to be made in the weeks to come, which will affect Carol and the boys for years to come, as they restructure almost all the logistics of their lives. Thinking so long-term and preparing for life without Dan is OVERWHELMING for Carol at the moment.
She is so thankful for the boys, who had a great day, and who keep her in the present--since so many of their needs are immediate! Pray for focus minute by minute, with the strength to handle this over the long run! Also pray that she would lean on the Lord when she is struggling, and that he will guide her decisions and bring comfort to her over the long days ahead.
**Carol and the boys would love to hear from you, so feel free to post a comment. And for those of you who have tried in the past but have had a problem, it has been fixed.
July 20, 2009
It is Monday morning, and I think Carol would describe the start of her day as uncertain. The funeral and the burial are done, out of town guests have slowly trickled out and now begins the business of a new routine.
And at the moment, that's a little scary and a little overwhelming for Carol. So in this moment, she's asking that we would pray for help in ordering and prioritizing her day. She is used to running off of adrenaline and operating on an emergency basis--and without that, she is at a loss of where to even begin and how to operate in the absence of chaos. Pray that she would fall into a better routine, and that readjusting to this new normal would go smoothly and naturally. That she would clearly know what needs to get done, and what can wait. That being "busy" would not keep her from taking the time and the rest she needs for her heart to heal.
The weekend, for Carol, was amazing--she loved the funeral, the details, the singing, all those who spoke. She felt it was true to who Dan was, and true to the gospel. The boys, handled it beautifully and with true grace. Burying Dan was probably the weirdest part of all of it for her, but she is thankful to know that absence from the body means Dan is HOME with the Lord...and she is glad that he is there and healed.
Carol describes the weekend as beautiful and is so grateful for the family and friends who have surrounded her. That has been an incredible comfort. But today starts a new chapter, and new prayers and new schedules and new responsibilities. Pray for this change--it will take a lot of patience and flexibility and trust and faitfulness, for sure!
Also, I am including the information posted last week about ways to contribute financially to the Lague's--if you are interested in supporting them through their memorial fund or their ongoing ministry, here is the information you will need:
If you would like to contribute directly to Carol and the boys, for their immediate and everyday needs, please send checks to:
The Dan Lague Memorial Fund
c/o Bank of Blue Valley
11935 Riley
Overland Park, KS 66213
**Please be sure to make your donation/check to the Dan Lague Memorial Fund.
If you are interested in contributing a tax-deductible gift to Dan and Carol's ministry through Campus Crusade for Christ, you can mail a check to the following address:
Campus Crusade for Christ
100 Lakehart Drive
Orlando, FL 32832
***Important: Please note that with your donation you MUST specify that it go to Carol Lague's account, #0377503.
Carol and the boys would love to hear from you, so feel free to post a comment. And for those of you who have tried in the past but have had a problem, it has been fixed.
And at the moment, that's a little scary and a little overwhelming for Carol. So in this moment, she's asking that we would pray for help in ordering and prioritizing her day. She is used to running off of adrenaline and operating on an emergency basis--and without that, she is at a loss of where to even begin and how to operate in the absence of chaos. Pray that she would fall into a better routine, and that readjusting to this new normal would go smoothly and naturally. That she would clearly know what needs to get done, and what can wait. That being "busy" would not keep her from taking the time and the rest she needs for her heart to heal.
The weekend, for Carol, was amazing--she loved the funeral, the details, the singing, all those who spoke. She felt it was true to who Dan was, and true to the gospel. The boys, handled it beautifully and with true grace. Burying Dan was probably the weirdest part of all of it for her, but she is thankful to know that absence from the body means Dan is HOME with the Lord...and she is glad that he is there and healed.
Carol describes the weekend as beautiful and is so grateful for the family and friends who have surrounded her. That has been an incredible comfort. But today starts a new chapter, and new prayers and new schedules and new responsibilities. Pray for this change--it will take a lot of patience and flexibility and trust and faitfulness, for sure!
Also, I am including the information posted last week about ways to contribute financially to the Lague's--if you are interested in supporting them through their memorial fund or their ongoing ministry, here is the information you will need:
If you would like to contribute directly to Carol and the boys, for their immediate and everyday needs, please send checks to:
The Dan Lague Memorial Fund
c/o Bank of Blue Valley
11935 Riley
Overland Park, KS 66213
**Please be sure to make your donation/check to the Dan Lague Memorial Fund.
If you are interested in contributing a tax-deductible gift to Dan and Carol's ministry through Campus Crusade for Christ, you can mail a check to the following address:
Campus Crusade for Christ
100 Lakehart Drive
Orlando, FL 32832
***Important: Please note that with your donation you MUST specify that it go to Carol Lague's account, #0377503.
Carol and the boys would love to hear from you, so feel free to post a comment. And for those of you who have tried in the past but have had a problem, it has been fixed.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
July 18 2009
This has been wonderful with the blanket of family and friends here for Carol and the boys. However, this is the last day where everyone is here for the specific purpose of supporting them through this week. It is worrisome for Carol to know that after today there won't be the constant distraction of activity and people for the boys.
Today is the first time the boys will be at a grave site service to say goodbye to their Dad. Please pray for them! This will be around 2-2:30pm CST today.
Carol is doing well at getting through each minute at a time and staying away from what we all tend to do, which is to live in our uncertainty. She is leading all of us in keeping our face and arms lifted upward. Thank you for praying for this protection from worry and strength to keep "looking up".
This day will be different from any other for Carol and the boys. Carol thanks you all for the incredible love and support. It is wonderful how God has provided you all to get them through this.
Today is the first time the boys will be at a grave site service to say goodbye to their Dad. Please pray for them! This will be around 2-2:30pm CST today.
Carol is doing well at getting through each minute at a time and staying away from what we all tend to do, which is to live in our uncertainty. She is leading all of us in keeping our face and arms lifted upward. Thank you for praying for this protection from worry and strength to keep "looking up".
This day will be different from any other for Carol and the boys. Carol thanks you all for the incredible love and support. It is wonderful how God has provided you all to get them through this.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
July 16, 2009
Thank you all so much for your prayers on behalf of Carol and the boys! It is still a crazy, chaotic, painful time...BUT, in the moment that Carol had to leave an update tonight, she sounded--
Calm.
And maybe it was just in that moment, and there are a million other times throughout the day that are challenging and difficult and overwhelming...but, we are so thankful that their are small moments of calm, too.
Friends and family are continuing to surround the Lagues...and today, Carol actually had a chance to get out with a small group of girls to get a manicure and a pedicure. God has, without a doubt, put people in place to help her through this...and she is so grateful for all of the help, all of the errand running, all of the plans and food, and airport pick-ups and phone calls. I am personally thankful that Carol has taken a little time for herself today--I don't think I could ever adequately put in to words how long this road has been for her, and how awesome it is that she was surrounded today by women she loves, doing a little pampering :)!
Scattered is the word she did use to describe herself at this point...mixed with a large dose of stress. Continue to pray for her strength and comfort--but also for her ability to be served and cared for. That she wouldn't feel the need to be a perfect hostess (as much as that is in her nature), that she would enjoy those around her without worrying about meeting their needs, that she would slow down and rest when she needs to, and also be free to grieve when her heart is heavy.
Plans for Dan's funeral service are falling into place, and Carol is looking forward to the special touches that have been worked into it. She's also had time to sit down with the boys and go through what this weekend will look like--so they are prepared (at least in logistics) for what's to come in the next couple of days. It goes without saying that you can pray for their young hearts, that they would grieve their father but also see the silver lining of heaven. Tall order, but the Lord is capable of working all things for his good...
One last thing: pray for sleep for Carol, who is having a bit of trouble putting her mind to rest. A good night of rest would be a blessing for her.
Calm.
And maybe it was just in that moment, and there are a million other times throughout the day that are challenging and difficult and overwhelming...but, we are so thankful that their are small moments of calm, too.
Friends and family are continuing to surround the Lagues...and today, Carol actually had a chance to get out with a small group of girls to get a manicure and a pedicure. God has, without a doubt, put people in place to help her through this...and she is so grateful for all of the help, all of the errand running, all of the plans and food, and airport pick-ups and phone calls. I am personally thankful that Carol has taken a little time for herself today--I don't think I could ever adequately put in to words how long this road has been for her, and how awesome it is that she was surrounded today by women she loves, doing a little pampering :)!
Scattered is the word she did use to describe herself at this point...mixed with a large dose of stress. Continue to pray for her strength and comfort--but also for her ability to be served and cared for. That she wouldn't feel the need to be a perfect hostess (as much as that is in her nature), that she would enjoy those around her without worrying about meeting their needs, that she would slow down and rest when she needs to, and also be free to grieve when her heart is heavy.
Plans for Dan's funeral service are falling into place, and Carol is looking forward to the special touches that have been worked into it. She's also had time to sit down with the boys and go through what this weekend will look like--so they are prepared (at least in logistics) for what's to come in the next couple of days. It goes without saying that you can pray for their young hearts, that they would grieve their father but also see the silver lining of heaven. Tall order, but the Lord is capable of working all things for his good...
One last thing: pray for sleep for Carol, who is having a bit of trouble putting her mind to rest. A good night of rest would be a blessing for her.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
July 15, 2009
For those of you who have been following Dan's story, Carol wanted to share the details of his last moments, as they happened yesterday morning. What the family witnessed was a definite and deliberate end of Dan's suffering--the closing of such a painful chapter and his ushering into the arms of God the Father.
Yesterday morning, Carol left word that Dan's fever had spiked above 106 degrees. In the time that followed (though she can't remember the exact sequence of it all), there were definite changes in Dan that are hard to communicate or put into exact terms. All signs of life, which they have been monitoring closely, were becoming harder to get a read on. His breathing started to change.
Family surrounded him, even on speaker phone. They sang to him and held him. They truly cherished his last moments.
He held his breath for a second. And then took another. And everyone assumed that he would stop breathing and that would be the end.
They sang "I Surrender All".
And somewhere in those moments, Dan opened his eyes and leaned his body forward, as if to get a good look at something. Not a small, momentary reflex...this was done purposefully and intentionally. As Carol puts it, his eyes had life in them, whereas over the past week, his pupils had been fixed and his gaze unresponsive.
He was beautiful.
He wasn't there and gone in an instant--it all happened over several seconds of time, in a room full of family that had nervously and anxiously awaited the moment when he would die. And while he remained with them for a few minutes longer, Carol knew in that moment that is was deliberately over.
And she saw him leave with excitement and life on his face. And she knew that in those last minutes, he wasn't suffering or afraid, or sad, or scared.
We prayed for a moment of recognition for this sweet family, and it was provided! To have that picture of Dan, with life in his eyes and his features--what an amazing gift in his final moments!
Details are being worked through, arrangements are being made, family and friends are traveling back to be with Carol and the boys this weekend. Pray that all goes smoothly and that the Lague's would feel peace and be given strength that is beyond them.
Yesterday morning, Carol left word that Dan's fever had spiked above 106 degrees. In the time that followed (though she can't remember the exact sequence of it all), there were definite changes in Dan that are hard to communicate or put into exact terms. All signs of life, which they have been monitoring closely, were becoming harder to get a read on. His breathing started to change.
Family surrounded him, even on speaker phone. They sang to him and held him. They truly cherished his last moments.
He held his breath for a second. And then took another. And everyone assumed that he would stop breathing and that would be the end.
They sang "I Surrender All".
And somewhere in those moments, Dan opened his eyes and leaned his body forward, as if to get a good look at something. Not a small, momentary reflex...this was done purposefully and intentionally. As Carol puts it, his eyes had life in them, whereas over the past week, his pupils had been fixed and his gaze unresponsive.
He was beautiful.
He wasn't there and gone in an instant--it all happened over several seconds of time, in a room full of family that had nervously and anxiously awaited the moment when he would die. And while he remained with them for a few minutes longer, Carol knew in that moment that is was deliberately over.
And she saw him leave with excitement and life on his face. And she knew that in those last minutes, he wasn't suffering or afraid, or sad, or scared.
We prayed for a moment of recognition for this sweet family, and it was provided! To have that picture of Dan, with life in his eyes and his features--what an amazing gift in his final moments!
Details are being worked through, arrangements are being made, family and friends are traveling back to be with Carol and the boys this weekend. Pray that all goes smoothly and that the Lague's would feel peace and be given strength that is beyond them.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
July 14, 2009
For anyone interested in helping to contribute to the Lague's monetarily, here is the information you will need:
To contribute directly to Carol and the boys, a memorial fund has been established. Any money contributed in this way will go to the immediate and everyday needs of the Lague's--including tuition for the boy's school this coming year.
To contribute in this way, please send checks to:
The Dan Lague Memorial Fund
c/o Bank of Blue Valley
11935 Riley
Overland Park, KS 66213
**Please be sure to make your donation/check to the Dan Lague Memorial Fund.
If you are interested in contributing a tax-deductible gift to Dan and Carol's ministry through Campus Crusade for Christ, you can mail a check to the following address:
Campus Crusade for Christ
100 Lakehart Drive
Orlando, FL 32832
***Important: Please note that with your donation you MUST specify that it go to Carol Lague's account, #0377503.
Thanks to all who are continuing to come beside this family, for all of your prayers, and all of your continued prayers. Tonight, Carol and the boys are surrounded with the company of family and friends who are remembering Dan--his life and not his sickness!
To contribute directly to Carol and the boys, a memorial fund has been established. Any money contributed in this way will go to the immediate and everyday needs of the Lague's--including tuition for the boy's school this coming year.
To contribute in this way, please send checks to:
The Dan Lague Memorial Fund
c/o Bank of Blue Valley
11935 Riley
Overland Park, KS 66213
**Please be sure to make your donation/check to the Dan Lague Memorial Fund.
If you are interested in contributing a tax-deductible gift to Dan and Carol's ministry through Campus Crusade for Christ, you can mail a check to the following address:
Campus Crusade for Christ
100 Lakehart Drive
Orlando, FL 32832
***Important: Please note that with your donation you MUST specify that it go to Carol Lague's account, #0377503.
Thanks to all who are continuing to come beside this family, for all of your prayers, and all of your continued prayers. Tonight, Carol and the boys are surrounded with the company of family and friends who are remembering Dan--his life and not his sickness!
July 14, 2009
Here are the details that are set for Dan's visitation and funeral:
Visitation
Friday, July 17th
6-8 p.m.
Porter Funeral Home
8535 Monrovia
Lenexa, KS 66215
(913)438-6444
Funeral
Saturday, July 18th
1:00 p.m.
Colonial Presbyterian Church
9500 Wornall Road
Kansas City, Missouri 64114
(816)942-3272
For those who may not have Dan and Carol's address, it is:
6001 W. 153rd Street
Overland Park, KS 66223
The family is currently setting up a new bank account for those interested in sending a monetary contribution to Carol and the boys--as those details become available, we will post them here.
Dan's suffering has ceased--we know he has struggled long and hard with this disease and now he is resting in the arms of the Father. For Carol, Zachary, Blake, Mitchell and the entire Lague family, this is really a painful and sad time, and all the prayer requests of this week still stand firm! Please continue to lift them up as you remember them throughout the day.
Visitation
Friday, July 17th
6-8 p.m.
Porter Funeral Home
8535 Monrovia
Lenexa, KS 66215
(913)438-6444
Funeral
Saturday, July 18th
1:00 p.m.
Colonial Presbyterian Church
9500 Wornall Road
Kansas City, Missouri 64114
(816)942-3272
For those who may not have Dan and Carol's address, it is:
6001 W. 153rd Street
Overland Park, KS 66223
The family is currently setting up a new bank account for those interested in sending a monetary contribution to Carol and the boys--as those details become available, we will post them here.
Dan's suffering has ceased--we know he has struggled long and hard with this disease and now he is resting in the arms of the Father. For Carol, Zachary, Blake, Mitchell and the entire Lague family, this is really a painful and sad time, and all the prayer requests of this week still stand firm! Please continue to lift them up as you remember them throughout the day.
July 14, 2009
Dan is starting out the day with a fever over 106, and with his blood pressure in the 80's (which is very low and way out of the range of normal). Carol feels that this is going to be a big day of changes with Dan--and we'll keep you updated as we know more.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Dan survived another day, and tonight he is being cared for by his oldest sister and Sister Catherine (of the Sisters of Mercy). He is in GREAT hands. Loving hands. Please know that in these hours, Dan is surrounded by everyone he loves, praying for him and loving him in ways, that perhaps, are filtered and inhibited in real life. Know that he is comforted and loved and adored, and that he is being surrounded by all those for whom he has made a difference...there is no shortage of that.
Know that in these days, every false alarm is a REAL alarm...today brought a substantial scare to Carol and the boys, and yet it was not Dan's time to say goodbye. As you can imagine this is a roller coaster that Carol is trying to manage--and yet, at this point, there is nothing that could tear her away from Dan's side. Please pray for strength and endurance, as this is only the middle of the journey for this family. Pray that God's timing would be definite, and that Carol would know when God is calling Dan home, as it is emotionally draining for her to guess at every change. Pray for rest--that she would be still tonight, and that the holy spirit would alert her to anything pressing, or awaken her if it's time. She needs more than just the energy to survive these hours and the weeks to come...she is still a mom, still a wife, and she cannot get though this on her strength alone.
As always, pray for the boys. It's more real now than ever. Pray that their hearts would be protected. Pray that they would be spiritually and emotionally ready to say goodbye to their Dad. Pray against the fearful attacks that are overwhelming.
More family arrives tomorrow, and the house continues to see a flurry of activity. Thanks so much for surrounding Carol and the boys, for sending them your love and prayers--know that it is what is holding them up.
Know that in these days, every false alarm is a REAL alarm...today brought a substantial scare to Carol and the boys, and yet it was not Dan's time to say goodbye. As you can imagine this is a roller coaster that Carol is trying to manage--and yet, at this point, there is nothing that could tear her away from Dan's side. Please pray for strength and endurance, as this is only the middle of the journey for this family. Pray that God's timing would be definite, and that Carol would know when God is calling Dan home, as it is emotionally draining for her to guess at every change. Pray for rest--that she would be still tonight, and that the holy spirit would alert her to anything pressing, or awaken her if it's time. She needs more than just the energy to survive these hours and the weeks to come...she is still a mom, still a wife, and she cannot get though this on her strength alone.
As always, pray for the boys. It's more real now than ever. Pray that their hearts would be protected. Pray that they would be spiritually and emotionally ready to say goodbye to their Dad. Pray against the fearful attacks that are overwhelming.
More family arrives tomorrow, and the house continues to see a flurry of activity. Thanks so much for surrounding Carol and the boys, for sending them your love and prayers--know that it is what is holding them up.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
July 12, 2009
As Carol puts it, Dan is strong. And at the moment, the strongest of the weak, as he continues to hold on. He remains unresponsive and resting comfortably at home, and Carol reports that today his blood pressure has started to decrease, while his heart rate has begun to increase.
Today, she sounds much better--not that it is any less difficult, but as she puts it, she has prepared herself for an emotional marathon and not a sprint. She has intentionally cared for herself today (meaning, she took the time to eat) and is working on letting go of the nervousness and anxiety that is pressing down upon her. Please continue to pray for her strength and comfort--we cannot stop her heart from breaking BUT we can pray against the crushing fear and panic that is threatening to attack her, and which leaves her emotionally drained.
Carol also noted that today, while she was napping in the room with Dan, she heard his breathing change suddenly--and she was startled awake in surprise, that perhaps he was taking his last breath. They know he is dying, they are watching his body let go...and yet, she also realized that it will undoubtledly catch them off guard when it actually happens.
So, life continues in the house. The boys are still playing outside, being kids. It's strange for them to try to figure out where all of this fits in to their lives. How to handle it. How to grieve and yet still be kids. Or in Carol's case, how to grieve and still be mom. They can't sit still all day, because life doesn't stop on all levels. Pray that they find their balance in every minute.
Lots more loving on Dan today, continuing to surround themselves with him. Praise God for such intimate last moments! Please continue to hold them up and ask for strength and perserverance on their behalf...there is SO much more ahead for them, and we do ask that the Lord prepare them for the big picture, while also helping them survive the minute-by-minute struggles.
Today, she sounds much better--not that it is any less difficult, but as she puts it, she has prepared herself for an emotional marathon and not a sprint. She has intentionally cared for herself today (meaning, she took the time to eat) and is working on letting go of the nervousness and anxiety that is pressing down upon her. Please continue to pray for her strength and comfort--we cannot stop her heart from breaking BUT we can pray against the crushing fear and panic that is threatening to attack her, and which leaves her emotionally drained.
Carol also noted that today, while she was napping in the room with Dan, she heard his breathing change suddenly--and she was startled awake in surprise, that perhaps he was taking his last breath. They know he is dying, they are watching his body let go...and yet, she also realized that it will undoubtledly catch them off guard when it actually happens.
So, life continues in the house. The boys are still playing outside, being kids. It's strange for them to try to figure out where all of this fits in to their lives. How to handle it. How to grieve and yet still be kids. Or in Carol's case, how to grieve and still be mom. They can't sit still all day, because life doesn't stop on all levels. Pray that they find their balance in every minute.
Lots more loving on Dan today, continuing to surround themselves with him. Praise God for such intimate last moments! Please continue to hold them up and ask for strength and perserverance on their behalf...there is SO much more ahead for them, and we do ask that the Lord prepare them for the big picture, while also helping them survive the minute-by-minute struggles.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
July 11, 2009
A nurse caring for Dan today has told the family that she feels he will die this weekend.
The last few days have been strong evidence of this, but from the sound of things, Carol and the family know that the hours to come will be the end--and they are grieving and hurting in ways that are unimaginable. And while they have walked this path and seen Dan suffer, there is no doubt that they are unprepared for this.
Pray.
Pray for Carol, who feels like she is falling apart. She is beyond sad, and having trouble resting in the promise of heaven for Dan, when she would love nothing than for him to live. She needs peace that transcends the horrible pain of this week, and the years that have led up to it. She needs trust in the Lord and his plan for their family. She needs strength, and as you can imagine, she struggles with staying strong for the boys while mourning the husband she is losing before her eyes.
Pray for the boys, for their hearts, for their trust in the Lord--that Dan's illness and his struggle would not push them away from their faith, but grow it stronger. That is a LARGE prayer. This is a lot for them to watch, to understand and to process--and it won't be easy, certainly for some time. Pray for their peace, for strength, for wisdom that is FAR beyond their young years. Pray against bitterness and anger. Pray that they would be brutally honest with their Savior and carry their terribly sad burdens to the cross. Pray that when sadness and fear overtakes them, that they would be able to see Jesus and know there is hope and redemption. Pray against the lie that death is the end--and that the Lord would show them, through their hurt, that there is so much more.
Pray for Dan. That he wouldn't be suffering. That he would CLEARLY see Jesus, and not be afraid. That he would trust in God's plan for the family he will leave behind. That his life and his ministry will live on, even if he isn't here physically. That these hours would be peaceful, surrounded in the comfort of the Holy Spirit.
Family and friends continue to surround them, to remind them of who Dan was, what he meant, how he loved those around him. Carol and the boys were also able to have some time with Dan as a family--and it was all things you never want to do, and yet so intimate and full of love at the same time.
There isn't much new to report in terms of changes, except that Dan has some trouble with his breathing. These moments, for the family, are spent just being with him. Enjoying him, loving him, trying not to fall apart.
Please continue to pour your love upon this family!!!!
The last few days have been strong evidence of this, but from the sound of things, Carol and the family know that the hours to come will be the end--and they are grieving and hurting in ways that are unimaginable. And while they have walked this path and seen Dan suffer, there is no doubt that they are unprepared for this.
Pray.
Pray for Carol, who feels like she is falling apart. She is beyond sad, and having trouble resting in the promise of heaven for Dan, when she would love nothing than for him to live. She needs peace that transcends the horrible pain of this week, and the years that have led up to it. She needs trust in the Lord and his plan for their family. She needs strength, and as you can imagine, she struggles with staying strong for the boys while mourning the husband she is losing before her eyes.
Pray for the boys, for their hearts, for their trust in the Lord--that Dan's illness and his struggle would not push them away from their faith, but grow it stronger. That is a LARGE prayer. This is a lot for them to watch, to understand and to process--and it won't be easy, certainly for some time. Pray for their peace, for strength, for wisdom that is FAR beyond their young years. Pray against bitterness and anger. Pray that they would be brutally honest with their Savior and carry their terribly sad burdens to the cross. Pray that when sadness and fear overtakes them, that they would be able to see Jesus and know there is hope and redemption. Pray against the lie that death is the end--and that the Lord would show them, through their hurt, that there is so much more.
Pray for Dan. That he wouldn't be suffering. That he would CLEARLY see Jesus, and not be afraid. That he would trust in God's plan for the family he will leave behind. That his life and his ministry will live on, even if he isn't here physically. That these hours would be peaceful, surrounded in the comfort of the Holy Spirit.
Family and friends continue to surround them, to remind them of who Dan was, what he meant, how he loved those around him. Carol and the boys were also able to have some time with Dan as a family--and it was all things you never want to do, and yet so intimate and full of love at the same time.
There isn't much new to report in terms of changes, except that Dan has some trouble with his breathing. These moments, for the family, are spent just being with him. Enjoying him, loving him, trying not to fall apart.
Please continue to pour your love upon this family!!!!
Friday, July 10, 2009
July 10, 2009
Carol reports that the changes to Dan are constant and strange--to be watching him rest peacefully and see his body let go little by little. At this point, he is showing signs of less kidney function and is mostly unresponsive.
Today he received a shave and has been cleaned up for his steady stream of visitors, as he would like it, no doubt. He is resting comfortably, which generally means he is in a state like sleeping with very little response to those around him. In these moments, the family is surrounding him in prayer, laying with him, hugging him,taking every opportunity to be with him. It is terribly difficult, but also priceless as they shower him with incredible love.
Tonight, they are expecting the arrival of a friend who is traveling to see Dan in his last days. Their prayer is that this friend, as well as Carol and the boys, would have some time alone with Dan and that they would receive a moment of responsiveness from him. Carol has said this is not likely--but the Lord works in amazing ways, and we are praying that they would have this time to know Dan hears their words and feels their presence.
Amazingly, Carol has said that even now, Dan is still ministering--to those around him, to his family, to his friends, to his caregivers. Last night he was taken care of by a sweet nurse who got to meet Dan and hear his story from those surrounding him. This nurse really struck Carol in the care she gave Dan, in the way she addressed him and talked to him, and in the way she left, hoping to see him again. It's amazing to consider the stories, the people who have come into the Lague's lives, all the small pieces of the puzzle that have made such a difference--to think of how this family has been loved and cared for is amazing.
Pray for Carol and the boys. They are struggling. They could use peace, comfort, love...time with Dan...support for each other...kind words and the ability to really lean on each other (and not retreat from all that they are dealing with). If you think of it, pray for them in the minute and ask for strength. Ask the Lord for a prayer, because he certainly knows what they need, as they need it.
Today he received a shave and has been cleaned up for his steady stream of visitors, as he would like it, no doubt. He is resting comfortably, which generally means he is in a state like sleeping with very little response to those around him. In these moments, the family is surrounding him in prayer, laying with him, hugging him,taking every opportunity to be with him. It is terribly difficult, but also priceless as they shower him with incredible love.
Tonight, they are expecting the arrival of a friend who is traveling to see Dan in his last days. Their prayer is that this friend, as well as Carol and the boys, would have some time alone with Dan and that they would receive a moment of responsiveness from him. Carol has said this is not likely--but the Lord works in amazing ways, and we are praying that they would have this time to know Dan hears their words and feels their presence.
Amazingly, Carol has said that even now, Dan is still ministering--to those around him, to his family, to his friends, to his caregivers. Last night he was taken care of by a sweet nurse who got to meet Dan and hear his story from those surrounding him. This nurse really struck Carol in the care she gave Dan, in the way she addressed him and talked to him, and in the way she left, hoping to see him again. It's amazing to consider the stories, the people who have come into the Lague's lives, all the small pieces of the puzzle that have made such a difference--to think of how this family has been loved and cared for is amazing.
Pray for Carol and the boys. They are struggling. They could use peace, comfort, love...time with Dan...support for each other...kind words and the ability to really lean on each other (and not retreat from all that they are dealing with). If you think of it, pray for them in the minute and ask for strength. Ask the Lord for a prayer, because he certainly knows what they need, as they need it.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
July 9, 2009
For those of you out there keeping close tabs on the Lagues, here is Dan's condition as it appears today. Things are constantly changing, minute by minute, bringing Dan and the family into situations they have yet to encounter...and as you can imagine, they are filled with fear and sadness and a whole range of emotions that are overwhelming at the moment.
Carol reports that today Dan's color is waxy, and in the absense of no food or drink, his urine output (which is almost nothing) is dark and contains sediment. He is sleeping all the time, and is no longer speaking.
The house has been busy with visitors coming to see and pray with Dan and the family, for which they are grateful. It feels like the last leg of a very long journey and there is so much to be prayerful about.
Aside from Dan's condition, Carol's greatest concern is for her boys--that there would be time made for them in these busy and chaotic moments and that they would be given the courage to be with Dan and to spend time with him as they feel led.
Please lift this family up in prayer, now more than ever. They are tired and sad and don't know what the right emotion is to have at the moment. Peace, comfort, guidance, strength, wisdom, patience...prayers for all are definitely in order and appreciated.
In the days ahead, there will be so many needs to be met, and the Lord has a plan for what that will look like, we're sure. We are praying that the people and resources they need will be available, so that this time would not be any more stressful or difficult on their family.
Carol was very clear in saying that she knows Dan has been so grateful for the prayers, help and support he has received from the body of Christ. They are so thankful to all who have helped and stood beside them through this, and ask that you stick with them now more than ever.
More updates to come, as we have them.
Carol reports that today Dan's color is waxy, and in the absense of no food or drink, his urine output (which is almost nothing) is dark and contains sediment. He is sleeping all the time, and is no longer speaking.
The house has been busy with visitors coming to see and pray with Dan and the family, for which they are grateful. It feels like the last leg of a very long journey and there is so much to be prayerful about.
Aside from Dan's condition, Carol's greatest concern is for her boys--that there would be time made for them in these busy and chaotic moments and that they would be given the courage to be with Dan and to spend time with him as they feel led.
Please lift this family up in prayer, now more than ever. They are tired and sad and don't know what the right emotion is to have at the moment. Peace, comfort, guidance, strength, wisdom, patience...prayers for all are definitely in order and appreciated.
In the days ahead, there will be so many needs to be met, and the Lord has a plan for what that will look like, we're sure. We are praying that the people and resources they need will be available, so that this time would not be any more stressful or difficult on their family.
Carol was very clear in saying that she knows Dan has been so grateful for the prayers, help and support he has received from the body of Christ. They are so thankful to all who have helped and stood beside them through this, and ask that you stick with them now more than ever.
More updates to come, as we have them.
July 9, 2009
A quick morning update--Dan had a relatively peaceful night with some pain, but was in great and gentle hands with Sister Catherine. She was a great help and the family is very grateful to her!
There are no new and definite concerns, except that there seems to be a change in Dan's coloring and he still has no real desire to eat or drink anything. Prayers for this to change, and that his coloring wouldn't be an indication of something more serious would be appreciated.
Dan and Carol are so thankful to the family and friends who have come by the house to be with and pray for Dan. You are encouraging and comforting--thank you!!
There are no new and definite concerns, except that there seems to be a change in Dan's coloring and he still has no real desire to eat or drink anything. Prayers for this to change, and that his coloring wouldn't be an indication of something more serious would be appreciated.
Dan and Carol are so thankful to the family and friends who have come by the house to be with and pray for Dan. You are encouraging and comforting--thank you!!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
July 8, 2009
Dan remains about the same, but has not eaten anything today. With the continued nausea, his food intake has been minimal, but today was the first day that he has not eaten altogether. Prayers that he would take and tolerate food would be appreciated.
He also seems to have developed a wet cough...and at the moment, it isn't concerning to his caregivers, but that may change when he is reevaluated in the morning. Hopefully it isn't anything serious, or doesn't develop into a more complicated problem.
Sister Catherine (of the Sisters of Mercy) is taking care of Dan for the night--so if you are reading this, please pray that the next 8-10 hours would be uneventful, and that the entire family would accept and adjust to this change.
As always, thanks to all of you for your concern and for lifting the Lagues up in prayer!
He also seems to have developed a wet cough...and at the moment, it isn't concerning to his caregivers, but that may change when he is reevaluated in the morning. Hopefully it isn't anything serious, or doesn't develop into a more complicated problem.
Sister Catherine (of the Sisters of Mercy) is taking care of Dan for the night--so if you are reading this, please pray that the next 8-10 hours would be uneventful, and that the entire family would accept and adjust to this change.
As always, thanks to all of you for your concern and for lifting the Lagues up in prayer!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Yesterday afternoon and evening were tough on Dan--his pain level is incredible and his nausea and vomiting continue. In addition, he has become unable to stand on his own and fell out of bed last night--which has led to the delivery of a hospital bed with rails, to prevent this in the future.
The symptoms in his eyes are indicating to his doctors and nurses that the cancer has changed in some way--whether it be a growth of the cancer in areas of his brain or swelling as a result, they believe this is what is causing the issues with his sight, and are unsure as to whether it can be corrected.
In addition, it has been arranged for the Sisters of Mercy to come to the house three nights a week to care for Dan so that Carol can rest and get some sleep. These women are trained nurses who love the Lord and pray on behalf of the patients they serve, so we know Dan will be in good hands and receiving great care.
Dan is currently resting comfortably, and we are so encouraged by family and friends who continue to find new ways to help us. Prayers for anything and everything--healing, strength, energy, eating, decrease in pain and symptoms, relief, perseverance...you name it, we'll take it!
The symptoms in his eyes are indicating to his doctors and nurses that the cancer has changed in some way--whether it be a growth of the cancer in areas of his brain or swelling as a result, they believe this is what is causing the issues with his sight, and are unsure as to whether it can be corrected.
In addition, it has been arranged for the Sisters of Mercy to come to the house three nights a week to care for Dan so that Carol can rest and get some sleep. These women are trained nurses who love the Lord and pray on behalf of the patients they serve, so we know Dan will be in good hands and receiving great care.
Dan is currently resting comfortably, and we are so encouraged by family and friends who continue to find new ways to help us. Prayers for anything and everything--healing, strength, energy, eating, decrease in pain and symptoms, relief, perseverance...you name it, we'll take it!
Monday, July 6, 2009
Monday, July 6th
Dear patient ones. Today I'll talk. Yesterday was a combination of Mr. Toad's Wild ride and Alice in Wonderland. Our son Blake had us in a tizzy as he had a reaction to something and was completely swollen up, a run to the hospital was made and we are seeing some improvement. Just seeing him sleeping comfortably last night was a major plus.
Dan has continued to have a fever and nausea and pain. The only good thing about it is that we have been able to stay ahead of it all so that none of his symtoms run out of control...medicine is something to be grateful for. He does have fever blisters on one eye, his nose and his mouth. He also has a bit of a sore throat today. My concern is for the weakness that this is causing. He's been in bed going on 5 days now and eating and drinking very little. We have been here before though and seen Dan rebound.
Many are praying us through, and many are helping wherever they can!!! Yeah team!
Dear patient ones. Today I'll talk. Yesterday was a combination of Mr. Toad's Wild ride and Alice in Wonderland. Our son Blake had us in a tizzy as he had a reaction to something and was completely swollen up, a run to the hospital was made and we are seeing some improvement. Just seeing him sleeping comfortably last night was a major plus.
Dan has continued to have a fever and nausea and pain. The only good thing about it is that we have been able to stay ahead of it all so that none of his symtoms run out of control...medicine is something to be grateful for. He does have fever blisters on one eye, his nose and his mouth. He also has a bit of a sore throat today. My concern is for the weakness that this is causing. He's been in bed going on 5 days now and eating and drinking very little. We have been here before though and seen Dan rebound.
Many are praying us through, and many are helping wherever they can!!! Yeah team!
Friday, July 3, 2009
Friday July 3rd..part 2
He had good upswing today. He has kept down a couple bites of eggs and a couple sips of soup and some crackers and bites of banana. Liquid intake is still very slow...Maybe 16 oz. all day. I'm hopeful for tonight but nervous because he will be taking some meds by mouth for the 1st time since yesterday afternoon. His nausea is creeping back and his pain is oh so tender. He didn't get up today.
I'll keep you posted.
He had good upswing today. He has kept down a couple bites of eggs and a couple sips of soup and some crackers and bites of banana. Liquid intake is still very slow...Maybe 16 oz. all day. I'm hopeful for tonight but nervous because he will be taking some meds by mouth for the 1st time since yesterday afternoon. His nausea is creeping back and his pain is oh so tender. He didn't get up today.
I'll keep you posted.
Friday, July 3rd
july 1st wasn't at all crazy...yesterday was. At 6pm Dan's big change began. He had a ton of pain in his chest,said it felt like indigestion. We tried our meds for that then the real pain hit...it was in his neck and head. He was reduced to weeping and writhing in very short order. 2hrs later, that seemed under control, 1hr of calm and then the nausea hit...huge, everywhere and adding more pain again, many medicines later and periodic vomitting through the night has me here typing now. Dan's sister is with him and I'm going to try to sleep. the boys are still asleep...pray for all that you can think of.
july 1st wasn't at all crazy...yesterday was. At 6pm Dan's big change began. He had a ton of pain in his chest,said it felt like indigestion. We tried our meds for that then the real pain hit...it was in his neck and head. He was reduced to weeping and writhing in very short order. 2hrs later, that seemed under control, 1hr of calm and then the nausea hit...huge, everywhere and adding more pain again, many medicines later and periodic vomitting through the night has me here typing now. Dan's sister is with him and I'm going to try to sleep. the boys are still asleep...pray for all that you can think of.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Wednesday, July 1st
The day called yesterday was crazy! 1st, Dan has been feeling stronger but his stomach is very nauseous. 2nd, the nurse came by to do the extensive blood work...3 times, 3 diff. places...20 min. apart,wow. She was doing her best but Dan was a bit dehydrated and she couldn't get the last one....she did try though...that meant lots of pokes for Dan. ouch!
Today we still have the stomach to do battle with...pray please, like you all always do
The day called yesterday was crazy! 1st, Dan has been feeling stronger but his stomach is very nauseous. 2nd, the nurse came by to do the extensive blood work...3 times, 3 diff. places...20 min. apart,wow. She was doing her best but Dan was a bit dehydrated and she couldn't get the last one....she did try though...that meant lots of pokes for Dan. ouch!
Today we still have the stomach to do battle with...pray please, like you all always do
Monday, June 29, 2009
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Friday, June 26, 2009
Friday, June 26th
Wow! It's a bit late but I'll try and express how much I love that myself and Dan do not have to do any of this alone. Just today, a friend called to check on us...a family member expressed how much they want to help us...someone brought me fresh blueberries...someone came over just to make sure I got a nap and to help Dan...someone ran to the grocery store for me...someone sat and watched a movie with Dan...someone offered to bring a meal by...someone asked what could they do besides pray...someone made me laugh...someone called and asked what my hair looked like today:) (Answer: mostly a sloppy thrown-up ponytail)
Whoever you are someone...thanks! If you are praying for us, you are one of our "someones"
Wow! It's a bit late but I'll try and express how much I love that myself and Dan do not have to do any of this alone. Just today, a friend called to check on us...a family member expressed how much they want to help us...someone brought me fresh blueberries...someone came over just to make sure I got a nap and to help Dan...someone ran to the grocery store for me...someone sat and watched a movie with Dan...someone offered to bring a meal by...someone asked what could they do besides pray...someone made me laugh...someone called and asked what my hair looked like today:) (Answer: mostly a sloppy thrown-up ponytail)
Whoever you are someone...thanks! If you are praying for us, you are one of our "someones"
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Thursday, June 25th
Tomorrow is Dan's final day of antibiotics!! "your only a daaaayyyy aaawwwwaaayyy"
Pray for a good night tonight please, he's struggling with nausea. If you don't get this update until the morning, pray anyway, God invented time so He's outside of it. I'm not trying to blow your mind...I just believe that He is so incredibly BIG!
Tomorrow is Dan's final day of antibiotics!! "your only a daaaayyyy aaawwwwaaayyy"
Pray for a good night tonight please, he's struggling with nausea. If you don't get this update until the morning, pray anyway, God invented time so He's outside of it. I'm not trying to blow your mind...I just believe that He is so incredibly BIG!
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